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Both I and my son had hardly any sleep last night because of the effect of cheap beasts work. But now I just keep calm and peaceful and begin my work today.
But I do face their more and more presure, at home or outside, to me and to my son, especially to my son. They almost kidnap my son as a kind of mean to threaten me, wanting me to surrender.
It is really stupid. How can I surrender? Just let them do whatever they want to do upon my own son? Hand over my own son to the hands of a group of cheap beasts?
No way.
To me, this is more difficult than death.
Since I have never thoght about the possibility of surrender, it is just another day with all the pressure. Actually it is nohing to me now.
昨晚，我们父子两个基本上无法入睡，这当然要感谢贱狗们的辛勤劳作。但是，我仍然镇定，平和，继续工作。
我在面临越来越大的压力，在家或在外，对我也对我的儿子。他们在劫持我的儿子，将他用作人质，威胁我，试图降服我。
这实在是愚蠢至极。我怎么会投降？难道让他们对我的亲生儿子为所欲为？把我的骨肉交到一群贱狗的手上？
办不到。
对我来说，这样简直是生不如死。
既然我根本就没有考虑过任何臣服的可能性，于是我坦然。这些所谓压力对我毫无意义
