手把青秧插满田。
低头便见水中天。
身心清静方为道，
退步原来是向前
2007年6月7日星期四
This is a funny morning.
I was awakened by some big noise this morning. They made a big noise by transmiting the sound of a big construciton site to my window. Or maybe they just play some record. Their excuse is that I play my TV with a relatively lound volum. hehe. That is really absolutely radiculou. Actually whenever I turn on any electronic appliance with some sound like ventiliting fan in cooking room, HiFi or TV, even with the lowest volome, they will make sound like hittting the wall or make the sounds like a big hit. This is the same in four homes of this family. But only I will turn the volume up to versus them. Actually I know the reason. Every room is taped, ie. the beasts install microphone in every room. Whatever sound that made in the room will be lousy to them and cause difficulties in listening what we say clearly.
Can you just imagine what kind of beasts they are?
They install some microphone in our room illegally and forbiden us from any amusing sound.
And they will tell everybody in the building how I disturb their normal life by the sound so that everybody hates me.
This is the mean animal you can never imagine. When I go out of my home and then oftenly i can hear louder sound from their house. They can do whatever they want.
Can you just imagine what kind of beasts they are?
They install some microphone in our room illegally and forbiden us from any amusing sound.
And they will tell everybody in the building how I disturb their normal life by the sound so that everybody hates me.
This is the mean animal you can never imagine. When I go out of my home and then oftenly i can hear louder sound from their house. They can do whatever they want.
I have been blocked from two of my blogs for a month.
I have been blocked from entering two of my blogs for a month, which are blog in my.opera.com and google. I understand that those blogs still exist, I am just blocked. Maybe it is some IP filter on the server or somewhere. And I also know the reason why they want to block me from those blogs. I can see that quite some coments are listed in the blogs, These are done by their people. I can't view those comments but I know they must be telling a lots of bed words about the blogs or myself. If I can enter them, I will sure delete their nonsence at once. So now they are there. But I care for nothing since it is a trade off. If they input plenty of comments there, that will cause more attention and web flow. They maybe be doing advertisement for me. And also the readers are not stupid enought to believe just as they say. They can tell the truth by theirselves. To my surprise, they succeeded in incerting quite some hyperlinks in my articles. When I check the source code I found all. Then I also succeeded in deleting them, with all their working to stop me.
民主决定品质
民主决定品质
——对话耶鲁大学金融学教授陈志武
本刊记者 赵灵敏
民主只是经济增长的变量之一
《南风窗》(以下简称《南》)：民主固然是一种崇高的价值理念，但它显然并不必然意味着经济的高效率和政治的稳定和清廉。事实上，很多国家的实践指向了相反的结果，至今世界上成功的民主国家仍只是少数，应该如何理解这种现象？
陈志武(以下简称陈)：关于经济增长跟民主的关系，的确有许多误解，也有不少逻辑上的错误。当你说“民主是国家长久持续增长、长治久安的保障”，他们就说，“印度不是有民主，但其经济增长不是远落后于中国吗？”或进一步说，“拉美国家早就搞民主，但其经济不是照样落后吗？”这么说的背后总存在一个假设，那就是“民主和法治是经济增长的充分条件”，或者“民主和法治是经济增长的充分与必要条件”，把经济看成是民主的单变量函数。否则，怎么会出现只要能举出一个经济失败的民主国家，就能否定民主对长久增长的重要性呢？
我首先要强调没有人会相信“民主和法治是经济增长的充分条件”，没有人说“只要有民主，经济就会快速增长，就无忧无虑了”，难以相信把民主和法治制度搬到毫无人烟的沙漠王国上，那沙漠王国的经济就会自然快速增长了。民主和法治自身不创造收入，但它可让同样的勤劳创造更多的收入，或者是使同样多的收入只需付出更少的苦力，让社会事半功倍。中国的经济增长相当程度上是靠人们没日没夜地工作、不分周中周末地勤劳而挣出来的，是勤劳战胜制度障碍才有的，来得很辛苦。试想，如果制度成本能大大减少，如果每天为对冲制度障碍而需要勤劳的时间能减少几小时，那么，中国人同样多的勤劳所能创造的收入会高多少呢？
经济增长是一个多变量函数，决定经济增长、经济产出的至少有以下四个要素：制度架构(或称制度资本)，如产权保护、民主、法治等等；自然资源禀赋，如离海岸河流的远近、石油、各种矿产的储藏情况；劳动力，它的数量、成本、素质等；土地。这四大要素中的任何一项越多，该国的经济增长就可以快一些，收入就能多一些。同时，这四大要素互相之间又有替代性，一个经济体只要一个或几个要素非常突出，即使其它要素差一些，经济照样可以有很大的发展，人们的收入照样可以高。民主制度、法治制度只是其中的一个要素而已。
例如中东国家、俄罗斯等都没有太多制度资本，劳动力也有限，但靠石油、天然气等资源他们也很富；香港、新加坡、日本、韩国则正好相反，没有什么自然资源，能源、矿产都靠进口，甚至连土地都极少，他们致富靠的是有利于市场交易的制度资本；美国几乎在所有四个要素中都突出，所以它的经济最厉害。
中国的情况可以从三方面来理解。第一，有形的制度成本很高。众所周知，去年国家财政收入3.9万亿，占GDP的19.5%，虽然只比美国联邦财政收入占GDP的16%高出3个百分点，但美国政府财政开支的73%用于社会保障、医疗卫生、教育文化等公共产品，行政开支只占10%，而中国政府开支只有25.5%用于公共产品提供，行政开支却占了38%。因此，政府机构庞大，加上各级政府的奢侈办公楼、形象工程，这些浪费无法用在老百姓福利上，制度成本不低。
第二是各类行政管制、审批，逼着企业、个体户、大小单位、个人、甚至大学教授，都去跑关系，“跑部钱进”和事事要审批迫使体制内外各色人等耗费青春，延误发展。
第三是由于对契约权益、对私人产权保护不可靠，执法机构缺乏公信力，要么使许多创业和交易无法做，要么就交易成本特高，抑制民间创业倾向。
为了对付这些制度成本和制度障碍，中国人只好每天多勤劳几小时，先为制度成本打工，然后才是为自己的收入工作。这就是为什么中国人一年的工作时间在全世界属最高之列，平均大约为2200小时。其它国家中，阿根廷一年人均工作1903小时，巴西人工作1841小时，日本人1758小时，美国人 1610小时，英国人1489小时，而荷兰人工作得最少，一年才1389小时；但是，跟这些国家比，中国的人均收入却最低。或许拉美人的确不如中国人勤劳，但是，由于他们的制度成本较中国低，虽然每天工作的时间比中国短，他们的人均收入照样比中国高。
只要中国人比任何其它国家更愿意勤劳、更愿意干苦力活，那当然是有没有民主、法治，中国经济照样能利用经济全球化获得增长。但，如果我们想生活质量高一些并有更多时间跟家人在一起，那么就必须降低制度成本。所以，勤劳决定碗里是否有饭吃，而民主和法治决定生活品质，决定是否能付出更少的勤劳但照样能增加收入
——对话耶鲁大学金融学教授陈志武
本刊记者 赵灵敏
民主只是经济增长的变量之一
《南风窗》(以下简称《南》)：民主固然是一种崇高的价值理念，但它显然并不必然意味着经济的高效率和政治的稳定和清廉。事实上，很多国家的实践指向了相反的结果，至今世界上成功的民主国家仍只是少数，应该如何理解这种现象？
陈志武(以下简称陈)：关于经济增长跟民主的关系，的确有许多误解，也有不少逻辑上的错误。当你说“民主是国家长久持续增长、长治久安的保障”，他们就说，“印度不是有民主，但其经济增长不是远落后于中国吗？”或进一步说，“拉美国家早就搞民主，但其经济不是照样落后吗？”这么说的背后总存在一个假设，那就是“民主和法治是经济增长的充分条件”，或者“民主和法治是经济增长的充分与必要条件”，把经济看成是民主的单变量函数。否则，怎么会出现只要能举出一个经济失败的民主国家，就能否定民主对长久增长的重要性呢？
我首先要强调没有人会相信“民主和法治是经济增长的充分条件”，没有人说“只要有民主，经济就会快速增长，就无忧无虑了”，难以相信把民主和法治制度搬到毫无人烟的沙漠王国上，那沙漠王国的经济就会自然快速增长了。民主和法治自身不创造收入，但它可让同样的勤劳创造更多的收入，或者是使同样多的收入只需付出更少的苦力，让社会事半功倍。中国的经济增长相当程度上是靠人们没日没夜地工作、不分周中周末地勤劳而挣出来的，是勤劳战胜制度障碍才有的，来得很辛苦。试想，如果制度成本能大大减少，如果每天为对冲制度障碍而需要勤劳的时间能减少几小时，那么，中国人同样多的勤劳所能创造的收入会高多少呢？
经济增长是一个多变量函数，决定经济增长、经济产出的至少有以下四个要素：制度架构(或称制度资本)，如产权保护、民主、法治等等；自然资源禀赋，如离海岸河流的远近、石油、各种矿产的储藏情况；劳动力，它的数量、成本、素质等；土地。这四大要素中的任何一项越多，该国的经济增长就可以快一些，收入就能多一些。同时，这四大要素互相之间又有替代性，一个经济体只要一个或几个要素非常突出，即使其它要素差一些，经济照样可以有很大的发展，人们的收入照样可以高。民主制度、法治制度只是其中的一个要素而已。
例如中东国家、俄罗斯等都没有太多制度资本，劳动力也有限，但靠石油、天然气等资源他们也很富；香港、新加坡、日本、韩国则正好相反，没有什么自然资源，能源、矿产都靠进口，甚至连土地都极少，他们致富靠的是有利于市场交易的制度资本；美国几乎在所有四个要素中都突出，所以它的经济最厉害。
中国的情况可以从三方面来理解。第一，有形的制度成本很高。众所周知，去年国家财政收入3.9万亿，占GDP的19.5%，虽然只比美国联邦财政收入占GDP的16%高出3个百分点，但美国政府财政开支的73%用于社会保障、医疗卫生、教育文化等公共产品，行政开支只占10%，而中国政府开支只有25.5%用于公共产品提供，行政开支却占了38%。因此，政府机构庞大，加上各级政府的奢侈办公楼、形象工程，这些浪费无法用在老百姓福利上，制度成本不低。
第二是各类行政管制、审批，逼着企业、个体户、大小单位、个人、甚至大学教授，都去跑关系，“跑部钱进”和事事要审批迫使体制内外各色人等耗费青春，延误发展。
第三是由于对契约权益、对私人产权保护不可靠，执法机构缺乏公信力，要么使许多创业和交易无法做，要么就交易成本特高，抑制民间创业倾向。
为了对付这些制度成本和制度障碍，中国人只好每天多勤劳几小时，先为制度成本打工，然后才是为自己的收入工作。这就是为什么中国人一年的工作时间在全世界属最高之列，平均大约为2200小时。其它国家中，阿根廷一年人均工作1903小时，巴西人工作1841小时，日本人1758小时，美国人 1610小时，英国人1489小时，而荷兰人工作得最少，一年才1389小时；但是，跟这些国家比，中国的人均收入却最低。或许拉美人的确不如中国人勤劳，但是，由于他们的制度成本较中国低，虽然每天工作的时间比中国短，他们的人均收入照样比中国高。
只要中国人比任何其它国家更愿意勤劳、更愿意干苦力活，那当然是有没有民主、法治，中国经济照样能利用经济全球化获得增长。但，如果我们想生活质量高一些并有更多时间跟家人在一起，那么就必须降低制度成本。所以，勤劳决定碗里是否有饭吃，而民主和法治决定生活品质，决定是否能付出更少的勤劳但照样能增加收入
My little son had to go to the hospital last night. 昨晚我儿子被迫去医院了
Last night, I was told that my son got a quite painful feeling in his ear. He was with his mother and his mother took him to the hospital. The doctor could not check out what kind of illness it was. But I can without check anything. It was the cheap beasts who did it since it is such kind of feeling I have got for over ten years. Ear, belly, hand or head, wherever they want to do it on our body. I was just now working with an extremely painfull feeling with my own ear. But I just did not care now. Normally I can fight back by making some other part of my body some feeling of pain. That will stop them for sure. Now I just don't want to waste my time in this kind of meaningless thing. I would like to focus on what I am doing. This is just some kind of disturbance, and actually doesn't cause any physical problem. I will teach my son about this when he is back to me. They did this to him just want to cause some kind of depress in his mood or some psychological problem to him. They ever did this to the other kids of the family. What kind of shameless beasts they are. 昨晚，我儿子的耳朵非常痛，痛到不得不让他妈妈带到医院去看病。结果医生也没能诊断出具体是甚么病，但其实我能，根本不需要做任何检查。因为十多年了，我对这类的痛感太熟悉了，这毫无疑问是贱狗所为。只要他们想，可以在对象的任何部位制造出痛感，耳朵、手臂、大腿、肚子之类的。就象我的腰一样，十多年花了我无数金钱、时间医治，结果我最后发现根本就是虚造出来的。我儿子回来后，我会教导他怎样去应付这些无耻下流的贱狗。至于我自己，根本就懒得理他们了。这类太无聊的事情，我已经不愿意花费我的时间和精力了
可以自动翻译的网页 The translation can be done automatically in this address
http://translate.google.com/translate_t?langpair=en|zh-CN Some friends told me that they have quite some difficulties in reading those articles in English. So I found this address. You copy the words in it, the translation is done for you. I check the translated words, it is OK for understanding. 有些朋友告诉我说那些用英语写的文章比较难读懂，抱歉得很。于是我找到这个网址，只要把文章填进去，译文就自动出来了。我读过了，文字还算通顺。
All pieces have fallen into places. 疑团基本解开了
Tuesday, 23. January 2007, 10:48:14
have been thinking about this for over ten years.
For more than a decade, wherever I went there will be a group of people around me showing their unfriendly emotion to me. Whichever company I was in, more and more colleague are against me in every espect, even those completely had nothing to do with me. I was told in every company I worked for that some of the colleague kept telling forged bad words about me to every people. Enemies were built up among me so that I would have to leave in maybe two or three years. I had moved to live in four different places for this period. Wherever I lived, people around me were againse me because of various meaningless reasons. For instance, some of the neighbours kept complaining about the volume when I watched TV or listening musice. When I got home unexpectedly, I just found they played their TV or HiFi with much louder sound than mine. This was just radiculous. And there were so many these kinds of things happened with me. I just found people hated me without any reasonable reason, or by purpose.
For long years I had regarded that all these were because of my fault. Therefore I tried a lot of works to make myself better. I learnt a lot, read a lot and worked very hard every day merely to make myself better. But time after time these just happened repeatedly.
I could not get enough every night because of their work. I got a lot of pain or illness because of their work. My little boy also got in plenty trouble because of their work. I realized all these in less than one year. On my last job, plenty bad words were spread among my colleague. My desktop are shared to lots of colleague, my privacy are opened to almost every people. My boss just asked me who was against me to do all these. He had to ask me to leave even when he admitted that I just devote a lot to the company. He did give me an outstanding appraisal at the end of the year and a promotion. Also my ex-wife left me because she was afraid of something she dared not to tell me.
There has to be a group of people are always against me, for a period of more than ten years.
I realized this. But why? For what kind of reason quite a group of people spend plenty of money and resource on me? And also on my little boy? And also on my old mother ten years ago? She told me that quite some people were against the family. At that time she was at her last period of time suffering lung cancer. It was miserable for her to worry about her children. She was in good health when there was a health check financed by her working unit. And after just less than a year she was dead of cancer.
After I left the house we bought to my ex-wife and moved out. Over ten people were around me, working on me. My computer is hacked by a remote control. I am sure of it since I have been working with a PC for almost twenty years. I worked out the management programs for several companies I worked for. I am almost an expert on this. And I have to fight them everyday to have my PC works. The neighbour around me don't work everyday, but stay at home with me. They never go to bed before me. Wherever I go, there are some people follow me. They want to blame all these to the former company I worked for. They pretend to work for that company. But I am sure that is never possible.
They use over ten kinds of means to disturb my life, to frighten me. After I opened this blog, whenever I am on the internet, tens of people pretend to my net friend to chat with me by use of an instant messenger software named QQ.
The only reasonable explanation to all these is: This is a kind of experiment.
I know it for sure. And I got some secret information from some countable resources. It is.
It is a very long term experiment on people reaction based on lots of condition put to his life.
They began to do this a decade ago, with one family people agree to this. But he is not entitled to do this on behalf of us.
They are afraid of going publc so they tried a hundred of method to stop me from doing this. Becase this is completely illegal. They do know.
They know that any kind of their mean doesn't work on me at all. And they are trying on my little boy now.
What they know for sure that will work on me is to cut my economic resource. They prevent me from finding a job. For several times I negotiated a job opportunity and almost succeed. The chances just died unreasonably. I know they did a good job because of the departmet they work for.
There are some business inviations offered to me. But I know these are their bait. They want to waste all my money in one time then I would have nowhere to go, but to kneel down to them. Then they may carry on their experiment, maybe on thousands of people,also on my dearest son.
They scold me of acting badly for these years through some means. That is nonsense. That is like some robbers robberig a bank and demand all the victums to be kindly stand still and let them do whatever they want.
What I want to do is to make all these go publc. With my money I can still hold on for a year. I will this whole year to make this news spread to the whole globe.
I know the risk I take to do this. I maybe damaged at some point. Then let me just devote myself. Suggest there is a invasion to my homeland, I know I will surely fight it. I will lead an army to fight to my dead.
I am devoted now. If this is the last year of the torch of my life, let me burn it.
I am devoted to god, to people I love.
have been thinking about this for over ten years.
For more than a decade, wherever I went there will be a group of people around me showing their unfriendly emotion to me. Whichever company I was in, more and more colleague are against me in every espect, even those completely had nothing to do with me. I was told in every company I worked for that some of the colleague kept telling forged bad words about me to every people. Enemies were built up among me so that I would have to leave in maybe two or three years. I had moved to live in four different places for this period. Wherever I lived, people around me were againse me because of various meaningless reasons. For instance, some of the neighbours kept complaining about the volume when I watched TV or listening musice. When I got home unexpectedly, I just found they played their TV or HiFi with much louder sound than mine. This was just radiculous. And there were so many these kinds of things happened with me. I just found people hated me without any reasonable reason, or by purpose.
For long years I had regarded that all these were because of my fault. Therefore I tried a lot of works to make myself better. I learnt a lot, read a lot and worked very hard every day merely to make myself better. But time after time these just happened repeatedly.
I could not get enough every night because of their work. I got a lot of pain or illness because of their work. My little boy also got in plenty trouble because of their work. I realized all these in less than one year. On my last job, plenty bad words were spread among my colleague. My desktop are shared to lots of colleague, my privacy are opened to almost every people. My boss just asked me who was against me to do all these. He had to ask me to leave even when he admitted that I just devote a lot to the company. He did give me an outstanding appraisal at the end of the year and a promotion. Also my ex-wife left me because she was afraid of something she dared not to tell me.
There has to be a group of people are always against me, for a period of more than ten years.
I realized this. But why? For what kind of reason quite a group of people spend plenty of money and resource on me? And also on my little boy? And also on my old mother ten years ago? She told me that quite some people were against the family. At that time she was at her last period of time suffering lung cancer. It was miserable for her to worry about her children. She was in good health when there was a health check financed by her working unit. And after just less than a year she was dead of cancer.
After I left the house we bought to my ex-wife and moved out. Over ten people were around me, working on me. My computer is hacked by a remote control. I am sure of it since I have been working with a PC for almost twenty years. I worked out the management programs for several companies I worked for. I am almost an expert on this. And I have to fight them everyday to have my PC works. The neighbour around me don't work everyday, but stay at home with me. They never go to bed before me. Wherever I go, there are some people follow me. They want to blame all these to the former company I worked for. They pretend to work for that company. But I am sure that is never possible.
They use over ten kinds of means to disturb my life, to frighten me. After I opened this blog, whenever I am on the internet, tens of people pretend to my net friend to chat with me by use of an instant messenger software named QQ.
The only reasonable explanation to all these is: This is a kind of experiment.
I know it for sure. And I got some secret information from some countable resources. It is.
It is a very long term experiment on people reaction based on lots of condition put to his life.
They began to do this a decade ago, with one family people agree to this. But he is not entitled to do this on behalf of us.
They are afraid of going publc so they tried a hundred of method to stop me from doing this. Becase this is completely illegal. They do know.
They know that any kind of their mean doesn't work on me at all. And they are trying on my little boy now.
What they know for sure that will work on me is to cut my economic resource. They prevent me from finding a job. For several times I negotiated a job opportunity and almost succeed. The chances just died unreasonably. I know they did a good job because of the departmet they work for.
There are some business inviations offered to me. But I know these are their bait. They want to waste all my money in one time then I would have nowhere to go, but to kneel down to them. Then they may carry on their experiment, maybe on thousands of people,also on my dearest son.
They scold me of acting badly for these years through some means. That is nonsense. That is like some robbers robberig a bank and demand all the victums to be kindly stand still and let them do whatever they want.
What I want to do is to make all these go publc. With my money I can still hold on for a year. I will this whole year to make this news spread to the whole globe.
I know the risk I take to do this. I maybe damaged at some point. Then let me just devote myself. Suggest there is a invasion to my homeland, I know I will surely fight it. I will lead an army to fight to my dead.
I am devoted now. If this is the last year of the torch of my life, let me burn it.
I am devoted to god, to people I love.
梁启超谈佛
甚矣！人性之薄弱也。孔子曰：“知及之，仁不能守之，若是者比比然矣。”故佛之说教也，曰“大雄”、曰“大无畏”、曰“奋迅”、曰“勇猛”、曰“威力”。括此数议而取象于狮子。夫人之功以有畏者，何也？畏莫大于生死，有宗教思想者，则知其所谓死。死者死吾体魄中之铁若余金类、木类、炭、小粉、糖、盐水若余杂质气质而已。而吾自有不死者存，曰灵魂。既常有不死者存，则死吾奚畏。死且不畏，余更何有?故真有得于大宗教、良宗教之思想者，未有不震动奋励而雄强刚猛者也。若哲学家则不然，其用算学也极精，其用名学也极精，目前利害，剖析毫厘。夫天下安有纯利而无害之事，千钧之机，阁必一沙，则不能动焉。哲学家往往持此说，三想四想五六想，而天下无一可办之事矣。故曰：无宗教思想则无魄力.
摘自《宗教家与哲学家之长短得失》
摘自《宗教家与哲学家之长短得失》
岁寒三友
岁寒三友者，松、竹、梅是也。取其经冬不凋，愈寒而生机勃发也。
竹有三德，虚心、有节、正直。自古以来，为读书人自况之对象，君子之物也。郑板桥有：“宁可食无肉，不可居无竹“之谓。 君子之居也，岂可无竹？
寒梅数点，傲雪而立。有琴玉踏雪而寻之雅，有林和靖妻之之逸。朔风寒冰，不足畏惧。放翁曰：”零落成泥碾作尘，只有香如故。“
松者，苍郁其貌，纤细其针。善负重，为栋梁之材。奇松首推黄山，往往孤悬万丈高崖，而矫夭若友龙，似将翻云而去，不知所踪。
此三友者，冲风冒雪，傲然挺立，其不知严寒为何物也。
我辈何如？亦当如是也
竹有三德，虚心、有节、正直。自古以来，为读书人自况之对象，君子之物也。郑板桥有：“宁可食无肉，不可居无竹“之谓。 君子之居也，岂可无竹？
寒梅数点，傲雪而立。有琴玉踏雪而寻之雅，有林和靖妻之之逸。朔风寒冰，不足畏惧。放翁曰：”零落成泥碾作尘，只有香如故。“
松者，苍郁其貌，纤细其针。善负重，为栋梁之材。奇松首推黄山，往往孤悬万丈高崖，而矫夭若友龙，似将翻云而去，不知所踪。
此三友者，冲风冒雪，傲然挺立，其不知严寒为何物也。
我辈何如？亦当如是也
This is the song that always sounds at my ear
The greatest love of all
i believe the children are our future
teach them well and let them lead the way
show them all the beauty they possess inside
give them a sense of pride to make it easier
let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
everybody searching for a hero
people need someone to look up to
i never found anyone to fulfill my needs
a lonely place to be
so i learned to depend on me
i decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
if i fail, if i succeed
at least i live as i believe
no matter what they take from me
they can't take away my dignity
because the greatest love of all
is happening to me
i found the greatest love of all
inside of me
the greatest love of all
is easy to achieve
learning to love yourself
it is the greatest love of all
i believe the children are our future
teach them well and let them lead the way
show them all the beauty they possess inside
give them a sense of pride to make it easier
let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
and if by chance, that special place
that you've been dreaming of
leads you to a lonely place
find your strength in love
一副对子
有志者，事竟成。破釜沉舟，百二秦关终属楚。
苦心人，天不负。卧薪尝胆，三千越甲可吞吴。
这副对子，说的是两个历史典故。首句说的是楚霸王项羽，当时项羽初起事，势力还不太强大。面对凶悍的秦军，临战之前，项羽命令将所有煮饭的锅子打烂，将过河所乘坐的船全部凿穿沉入河中。以示不成功便成仁的决心，放弃一切退路 ,被水一战。 最后秦军为楚军的凶悍所慑，溃不成军，楚军则大胜。
My choice maybe
Quite some friends persuaded me to give up, by whatever kind of purpose. It was what I said that I had not the choice to stop or not. I had not choice but to fight the beasts.Actually I do know that I have.Like the other people of the family, live a life under of the willing of those cheap beasts everyday.No TV or Hifi every day, or with the lowest volume that I can hardly hear the sound. Talk with the lowest volume. No political topic can be talked about. Or talk about it with all opinion they like.
To say it in one word, just do whatever they like, according to their willing. This should what their xperiemnt for, try a lot of methods (however cheap or mean they are) to control people's life. Once you obey their order, they will do nothing to harm you. Therefore the whole family is completely OK without me. With my ability, I can live a very good life under this. As I said before, some weeks ago a general manager of a big electronic company called me in person and invited me to be the logistics director. The payment was very good. I can live a life with a big house and car and almost anything I need. I am an MBA and I had been logistics managers to some very big companies for almost ten years. A decent life is easily achievable for me.But to me, this is not a life of human, but a lfie of a dog.What about my dignity? my right? my freedom?
A friend of mine said to me: just look down yourself, you can accept anything.
But no, this is not the type of life I want or I can live. I am too proud to live that kind of life.
In my house, I should be free to do anything I like, talk about anything I like. No matter how cheap or powerful they are, they can't take away my dignity.
Since this is their experiment, it should have been applied to tens of thousands of people. Maybe my choise is the only one.
So try it. This should be their experiment that is still going on. Come and put whatever condition is it. I will fight. This is the condition too, right?
Did you cheap beasts ever think about death or risking of the object's life?
This maybe the first time. I think there will be more and more. It has to be
It seems a long march to go, but it had been started.路漫漫其修远兮
It has to be a long journey. Since they are really powerful, with plenty of resources. Money, manpower, technology, instrument, everything. Comparatively, I have nothing. What I have is my brain. This is really much more intellegience than their, or I can never fight them for so many years and couse so many trouble to them.
This morning I went by the famous pearl river, enjoying the view in a smoky rain. It was beautiful. I have been living in this city for forty years, seeing the river bank for thousands of times. But this morning I just enjoy it again, under a little bit heavy rain.
Life is beautiful, although for all those cheap beasts. I enjoy it and I love it. Life is not a dog. You can enjoy it while you just want to do it. No matter how many difficulties you are to face, it is your decision to enjoy it or suffer it.
Last night when a friend of mine persuaded me to give up, I told her it was not my decision to stop or not. I had to face it or there was nowhere to go.
Though it is my decision to enjoy it, with all the fighting, cheap beasts and sound playing around.
Even it maybe the last period of my life or life in normail world, I will enjoy it.
Although facing great pressure from cheap beasts, I feel it just another day
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Both I and my son had hardly any sleep last night because of the effect of cheap beasts work. But now I just keep calm and peaceful and begin my work today.
But I do face their more and more presure, at home or outside, to me and to my son, especially to my son. They almost kidnap my son as a kind of mean to threaten me, wanting me to surrender.
It is really stupid. How can I surrender? Just let them do whatever they want to do upon my own son? Hand over my own son to the hands of a group of cheap beasts?
No way.
To me, this is more difficult than death.
Since I have never thoght about the possibility of surrender, it is just another day with all the pressure. Actually it is nohing to me now.
昨晚，我们父子两个基本上无法入睡，这当然要感谢贱狗们的辛勤劳作。但是，我仍然镇定，平和，继续工作。
我在面临越来越大的压力，在家或在外，对我也对我的儿子。他们在劫持我的儿子，将他用作人质，威胁我，试图降服我。
这实在是愚蠢至极。我怎么会投降？难道让他们对我的亲生儿子为所欲为？把我的骨肉交到一群贱狗的手上？
办不到。
对我来说，这样简直是生不如死。
既然我根本就没有考虑过任何臣服的可能性，于是我坦然。这些所谓压力对我毫无意义
Letter to Dell 给戴尔的信
I bought a Inspiron 1501 and received it yesterday. But I found the computer is dirty. I checked it with Norton Disk Doctor and found two USB disks and a floppy disk were virtually installed in the harddisk. I try to erase them by low formatting the hard disk with many software but never succeed. And your engineer in China lied to me that the operation system you provide does not have a graphic mode, but I found it had. Then I cannot trust your Chinese employee any longer. How can a famous brand name like Dell do this? I am expecting your prompt answer or I may open this whole issue to the press or sue you.
我购买了一部戴尔的 Inspiron 1501手提电脑，并且于昨天收到，但是我发现这台电脑是脏的。我用Norton Disk Doctor检测过，有两个USB硬盘和一个3寸软盘被虚拟装入我的硬盘。我试图用低级格式化来删去这些虚拟的硬盘，但是使用了很多软件都不能成功。而且贵公司的工程师对我撒谎，说提供的红旗系统软件没有图形界面，很难使用，而我发现其实是有的，我无法信任贵公司的中国雇员了。如戴尔这样的著名品牌怎么可以这样做？我期待能够得到贵公司的尽快答复，否则我会向媒体公开此事，并提起诉讼
Brief introduction to myself. 我的简介
我是一个MBA，曾经任职财富五百大公司的物流经理，历任香港上市公司/美国上市公司/新加坡上市公司的部门经理。做好面对任何事情的准备。为了替我老母亲复仇，为了我心爱的儿子能有成长的自由和尊严，为了我自己的尊严和自由，我愿意面对任何可能发生的事情。如果我坐牢了，或者死了，我的良心就可以平静了。所以我买了六十万的人寿保险，足以让我儿子成长和自立了。
I am an MBA. I was a logistics manager in a Fortune 500 company, and also in a Hong Kong public-listed company. I am ready to face any kind of things. To revenge for my mother, for the growing-freely of my son and for dignity, I am ready for anything that might happen. If I am put to jail or death, that will give the pease to my heart. I am insured for 600 thousand. That will be enough for my son to live on till he grow up.
ACPI-compliance added to the PC in netbar 网吧的电脑被装上了ACPI-compliance
For these two weeks, I found the PC I used in the nerbar will be shut down when I was doing something they dislike very much.
When I checked the system appliance installed, I found something newly added to the list. Some ACPI appliance. I search with google the name and found some information like this:
Advanced Configuration and Power Interface (ACPI) specification
So it is some kind of power controling software. This explains why my PC was shut down by them whenever they want to do.
They are quite proud of this and expect this may casue huge pressure on me. But sorry, not at all.
Because I have been prepared for anything may happen, anything including death.
I am a Buddhist. To me death is just the beginning of another cycle of life, not the end of everything. If I died for liberty, freedom, for people I love, I will accept that without hesitation.
Let me go to the Buddha, and make everything clear from him.
When I go back, I will fight them again.
The interactive is almost open 互动几乎公开化了
They know for sure that they can never cheat me now, so they interacitve with me almost openly. Such a big hole was found on the wall in my bedroom, how can they still say no to all the fact.
Last night I was so angry when they did bother my son so much that I just shout to them. I shout all the truth for all these years out and let all the neighbours know it. They were really afraid of it.
I shout to their own conscious. How can you people go to sleep after doing so many dirty, cheap mean things. Maybe you can cheat all the other people, but can you cheat youselves? Can you sleep peacefully? If you can, you are beasts, not human.
Are you shame of yourselves when you did all those dirty things to that old lady with lung cancer at the last three months of her life? To that little boy who was only three years old? Look into your own heart if you still have one. Look at yourselves at the mirror? Are you all shame of yourselve? I am sure your ancesters are shame of you. If you are not, you are beasts, hot human.
What about the parents? You are living with your sons or daughters, see them when they are doing those dirty work. You all are dirty as your sons and daughter.
For how much money you all old or young people sold your conscious, your soul, your heart. Is all that worth?
Maybe their old man wants to make themselves comfortabble. They say it with very low voice that it is all the same everywhere. So they admit all.
But it is stll nonsence. Even it is all the same everywhere doesn't make it better. It is about your own conscious, your own judgement of what is right to do. When Hitler and those German killed so many jews, there were so many people doing those dirty work. Can we say they were right?
If you want to cheat yourselves with this nonsence, do it.
To me, it doesn't work at all.
他们绝对不可能欺骗我来了，对此他们非常清楚，于是大家的互动几乎完全公开化了。在我的床头发现如许一个大洞，即使用木板伪装了，还怎么能说一切都不是真的？是我的心理问题?
昨晚他们干扰我儿子实在太过分了，我火大了。于是大声喝骂起来，把他们这么多年做的龌龊无耻的事情全部大声宣喝出来。让所有的邻居都听到，对着他们的良心呐喊
It is quite funny 挺滑稽的
I have been working at home for several days, taking care of my computer against them. I ordered a new Dell notebook and expected to receive it in two days.
Tens of disturbing and threatening method were used upon me, including different kinds of sound, hammer, etc., but not the faintest effect there was on me.
The most funny thing is that I found a big hole on my wall!! Can you believe it?
I just happened to touch the wall behind my bed the day before yesterday and heard a abnormal sound not like touching the brisks, but the wooden board. So I knocked it with my finger, the sound turned out to be liking knocking on a wooden board. Then I studied it carefully. There was almost one square meter big hole on the wall, with a wooden board covered it and repainted. There were cracks around it. Apparently it was quite a newly created.
It had to be for their different kinds of waves to go through from the other side.
How shameless it is. And also how cheap are they.
This is why my son feel dissy beside the hole when doing homework. And so do I when sitting at that place. They are using some kind of sound wave or microwave upon our head to create the feeling.
This may cause some kind of brain cancer to us? It is possible to kill me without using a knife.
What kind of beasts are they.
这几天我一直在家摆弄自己的电脑，我订了一台新的戴尔笔记本，这两天应该到货了。
在我做事情的时候和订电脑的时候，无数声响和震动在身边发生，但是已经无法令我产生任何心理反响了，我只是心神湛定地干活，懒得理他们。
最滑稽的事情是，我居然在我的卧室的墙壁上发现了一个大洞！！简直令人难以置信。
前天我无意中用手碰了碰卧室中床后面的墙壁，发出的声音有点怪异，不太象是触碰到砖墙的声音，倒象是碰到木板了。于是我用手指敲敲，果然是木板的声音。
仔细看看，墙壁上面居然有一个大洞，是用木板盖起来，再重新油漆的，洞的四周有很多细小的裂纹。由于在床头，我从来就没有注意。真是太无耻了，太下贱了。
于是我明白为什么最近我儿子在那里做功课的时候总是觉得头昏，我坐在附近的时候也有同样的感觉。他们在用某种声波或微波之类的对准我们的脑袋发射。
这个会引发脑癌吧？杀人不动刀？
这是些甚么畜生
一件奇怪的事情 Something very strange
我发现一件很奇怪的事情,就是从我的防火墙显示来看,我的电脑被连接到台湾、香港、澳门、欧洲、美国等等很多地方。这是为什么呢？难道这是一个国际项目？我居然有幸被如此多的人关注？似乎有点不可思议。
但是,也许这是贱狗们迷惑我的方法,以假的IP地址显示而已,思考中.
I found something very strange. It is shown from my firewall that my pc was connected to Taiwna, Hong Kong, Macao, Europ, US and many other places. But why? Is this an international project? Did I cause so many attention from so many places? It is incredible.
Or is it their method to make me confused? Do they show those forged IP addresses to me?
对事实真相的推测
经我的反复推敲,对贱狗们行为的唯一合理的解释,就是他们在进行一项高级别的实验,而我们恰巧不幸成为了实验品.
否则,我根本无法解释这些大机构花费十多年的时间,无数的资金、人力、技术对我们全家进行跟踪、迫害。我们没有这样的价值，我们不是大富、不是要人，更没有参加任何政治活动。
十年来，每天都有人出现在我的左右，暗示我是如何的不好，如何令人不齿，大多数人我根本就无一面之识。开始，我是采取对抗的心理，因为我自觉虽非好人，但绝对与人无伤。我一生正直做人，捐助过贫困儿童学费，多次捐过血，敬老爱幼，拼命读书工作，固然脾气不好，但绝对没有理由引起这么多人的恶感，何况大多数这些家伙根本就不认识我。
随着时间过去，这种现象一直持续着，知道最近我才彻底明白，一切都是同一个机构所为。包括先进的电脑技术、声控技术，我身边长时间卧伏的至少十个人。无论我去到什么地方，甚至外出旅游，都会有同一个机构委派的人士跟踪、骚扰。
平心而论,在监控我的电脑的技术还是相当先进的,器械肯定价值不菲,运行费用绝对不低,工作人员的费用肯定也是很高的.我不是比尔盖茨,更不是本拉登,何必花费如许资金、人力、技术来对付？这十多年所花费的资源，有十分之一就足够不露痕迹地杀死我们全家十次了，这笔帐他们不至于白痴到算不出来。
那么，这一切会是我的错觉吗？幻觉？经过认真的评估，我是否定的。这两年，我对自己的工作业绩的评价是非常出色，我所领导的部门在公司数次重助和大型管理系统上线的过程中，以非常少的人力做出了出色的成绩。同时在这两年我还兼顾繁重的学业，取得了工商管理硕士学位。我不仅要阅读大量的书籍，还要写近十万字的作业，大多数是论文，要参加考试，同时几乎每天加班。如果我的神经有问题，是绝不可能做到的。要做到这些，我必须非常冷静、专注、执着。因此，我的精神状态的正常绝对是可以肯定的。
因此，唯一合理的解释，就是我们在没有被告知的情况，被拖入了一场秘密的实验。所有的这些闻所未闻的、先进的技术的使用，就是注脚。
现在，他们已经将主要的目标转到了我的儿子，因为我已经不是主要目标了，所有一切的手段对我已经完全没有作用了。还有我们家的其他的下一代。
如果我所推测的是事实，其实我也得到一些暗示表明我的推测是正确的，那么我们的人权何在？
生活仍然在继续 Life is just going on
无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.
依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般，一般生活琐事而已，不足萦怀。
他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子，也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症，也许根本就是捏造出来的，象我的锥间盘突出一样。
有朋友问我，会不会是你太敏感了？言下之意，是不是你的臆想？我很理解，如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上，我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问，至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴，至少她们还相信我这个人，因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。
既然我这个个人还是可以相信的，解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛，曾经花费了我过万的医治费用，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后，就完全不药而愈？还有痛了十年的喉咙，每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样，我整整吃了十年，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了，而且完试万灵？
他们现在把目标转向我儿子，也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了，以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我，希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过，只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧，这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因，也许是最重要的。
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life is just going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streams under. I make it just another day, working without payment or supervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything to stop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I too sensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven't happened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot for their believing me not creating the whole story. At least they trust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. The painful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me over ten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in ten minutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my own body. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and also costed me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with the same method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton of chinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can it be so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because all their means can do nothing on me now, might be that was started long ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me and put a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and see all these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.
Still the struglling on internet 仍然在互联网上纠缠
I can't use my computer yet, but have to work in a net bar. They still do a lot of things to stop me to make this open to the public. I have to fight them in almost every minute. I have to change the computer three times to avoid being controlled.
Now I can work, on this blog and the net.
The most funny thing is they had to switch off the power supply of the net bar three days ago when I was sending lots of mail to overseas media.
我还是不能使用自己得电脑，仍然不得不使用网吧得电脑。他们也仍然是做很多事情来阻止我将事件公诸于众。
于是我又不得不同他们反复纠缠争夺电脑得控制权，我换了三台电脑才可以开始正常工作。
现在终于可以正常开始工作了。可笑得是大概他也在听我所的音乐，他很烦听到心经吧，所以拼命摇动我的座椅，无耻的家伙。
更加可笑的是，三天前我在网吧的工作逼得他们居然把网吧的电闸给拉了，真厉害啊，佩服得很
Did I break the law? 我犯法了吗
Some sort of communication told me yesterday that I have breaken the law. They were warning me. Am I stupid enough to be easily cheated or are they stupid enough to tell this bullshit?
If I did, arrest me. Take me to the court and give me a fair trial. That is exactly what I want. They should understand the normal procedure of justice very well. That is what they do for.
昨天，某种沟通管道告诉我，我犯法了。他们试图警告我。
我会象他们一样愚蠢到相信这种屁话？或者他们竟然愚蠢到编造这样的谎言？
如果我犯法了，逮捕我，送我上法庭，让我接受公平审判，这恰恰就是我想要的。
他们应该很清楚正常的司法程序是怎样的，他们不是吃这个饭的吗？
I am still alive to this blog. 对于这个博客来说，我还活着
Wednesday, 28. March 2007, 08:37:16
They have done so many things to keep me away from the net. My computer is down again, abosolutely not because of any normal problem with my software or hardware. Since I have been playing PC for over ten years and it will quite an easy job for me if there is just nothing abnormal.
And I certainly know what it should be without the wireless control.
This time I have to low level format my harddisk again to put away those programs and files they put on my disk.
Therefore I am surf the net in a net bar near my apatment. I think I will be able to do this at home maybe in one or two days.
And I am going out of the city for an interview for a vacancy of General manager in a small company own by Italian. Actually I don't expect too much for the sucess because I am sure they will follow me tomorrow. And I am sure they will let me know it by putting some techinical means on me such as making my hand or my thoat painfull for a while. We do know each other. Once they do think it is frightfull to me, they may not now I think.
Several days before a General manager from a large electronic company called me by person inviting me for their logistics director in Shanghai. I did hear some noise come from the call and I think that works. The people never call me again. I understand what it means, they do something to cause it.
I just do what I should do, and put the rest parts to the hands of god.
今天我大获全胜 I win today
Wednesday, 21. March 2007, 10:38:06
今天我在电脑和网络上面大获全胜,做了所有我想做的事情,而且为所欲为.纵然贱狗耍尽花招,全无用处.
他的伎俩早已经穷了,只好耍无赖.奈何无赖也没有用.
大概此番,要让领导痛骂了,我同情他.
大概此刻他很不得拿把大锤跑到我的房间大敲一番,对不起,我不能满足你的愿望.
Today I win all, on my own computer and also on the net. I do everything I want to do. I can do anything I want to do, under their supervision. They play quite a lot tricks with my computer, but none of them works.
They have used out their weapon, therefore they have to act like a rascal. But it doesn't work either.
This time they should be scold by their leaders. I am pity on them.
Maybe now they are desired to take a big hammer to my room and stuck my computer. Sorry, I can fufill them
效泼皮所为 Acting as rascals.
Wednesday, 21. March 2007, 06:27:18
今天,贱狗们的战法终于有了一点点改变,只是更加不堪了.就是不停地在几个进程里建立空线程,占用我的系统资源,然后伺机弄停我的电脑.
我中止那里他们搞鬼的进程,然后重新启动,然后他们又再重新建立空线程.周而复始,总之就是死缠烂打,效泼皮之所为.我是看不到一丁点专业人员的风度.当然,要他们显示风度,无异缘木球鱼,他们根本就不是那种等级的人.
The fighting methods of the cheap guys finally is changed a little bit, but worse. They just create quite some thread with several processes and occupy the resource of the system, so as to make my computer down.
I terminate the processes they play chicks with and re-start them. And they do the same things again. They are acting like some rascal, not with just a littler maaner of some professional people. Sure, they are not that class of people.
来吧,我也红了眼了 Come on, you guys. I am ready.
Tuesday, 20. March 2007, 12:18:39
贱狗们恼羞成怒了,开始叫嚣,开始挑衅.我知道,也许一场大战就要开始,他们想下毒手.
这不是第一次了,前两次我在措手不及之下吃了一点小亏.
这次不同了,我已经重新锻炼身手半年了,而且有了别样的利器.
来吧,我知道你们迫不及待了.我何尝不是如此,我的眼睛也已经红了.
我也在愁没有理由大干一场呢,让我们来见个真章.
我要是发抖,我就不是我母亲的儿子,我儿子的父亲.
来吧,记得派几个壮点的,不然我不好下手.
你们知道我的脾气,知道我不欺负妇孺.我也知道你们会利用这一点,派一帮练好阵势的家伙来对付我,让我吃亏,这次我不会手下留情了.我的儿子也是妇孺,我的母亲也是,但是你们什么时候容情过?
你们也再不要假扮邻里纠纷,我很清楚知道,都是你们的人.少装蒜了.
所以,我一个也不会宽恕的.
The cheap dogs are very angry at me now since they are insulted by me for so many times. They pretend to be my normal neighbour and begin to challenge me now. I know it may be the beginning of a big fighting. They do want to hurt me physically.
This is not the first time. I did suffer a little last two times because I was not ready.
This is not the same case now. I have been practise my body for half a year. And also I have sort of weapons with me.
COme on you mean dogs. I know you couldn't wait any longer, neither could I.
If I do tremble, I will not be the son of my mother, the father of my son.
Send somebody strong enough, or I can not beat them hard.
实在无法明白 I can never understand this.
Friday, 16. March 2007, 07:26:24
有关部门人员的脸皮之厚,实在令人难以理解.以电脑技术而言,他们其实已经完败于我的手上.经过两年的交手,现在我基本上可以完全控制我的电脑,使用电脑做任何我想做的事情.有关部门在内置遥控装置在我电脑的情况下,只要我开机,他们就可以随心所欲地做他们想做的事情,居然完全无法控制我.搞到要入屋偷我的光盘,在我的cable上做手脚.而在做了那么多不要脸的事情后,仍然完全无法防止我做任何事情.
难道这还不叫做完败?
这帮子酒曩饭袋只有靠我去煲汤给儿子喝的时候趁机做一大堆假线程,用光我的CPU资源,让我死机.可是不用多久,我又上来了.而且将他们的控制程序删个干干净净,气得直敲我的墙壁.
我还是想做什么就做什么,有本事拿技术让我看,敲墙壁只能说明无能而已,徒增笑料.
如果是实验,所有的手段被我看得干干净净,破得一点不剩,还有什么意义?
真不明白,仅仅是死缠烂打?哪里有一点大机构的风度?人总不能无耻得一点脸面都不要吧?
他们之所以还能控制我,完全靠的是盘外招,实在令人齿冷.
I just can never understand how shameless those relative department people. They are completely defeated by me in consideration of computer technology. During two years of fighting each other, I am in fully control of my own computer now. I can do whatever with it. Although they have built-in remote control appliance in my computer and can do anything they want to do once I switch on the computer. Even after they had to slip into my room and stole some of my programmed CD and did something to my IDE calbe, they can not control me or stop me from doing anything now.
Is this a total failure?
These stupid guy created lots of thread when I cook for my little son and made my computer down. But just a little while later, I come back again. I delete almost every item they use to control my computer, they are so angry that they hit the walls of my room to create quite some noise. What use can they do with it? It is just shameless.
Now I can do whatever I want to do with my own computer. They can show me their technical level, what good there is with knocking the wall?
They just stay beside me every day. Where is their manner as a big institution?
If this is an experiment, then I now understand any method they use, and not at all be refleted. It is meaningless now.
The reason they can control me is other than technical problem. This only make me laught at them.
这两天的工作 What I am doning for these two days.
Wednesday, 14. March 2007, 09:21:27
这两天,我一直在上传一些我外出旅游时候拍的很美丽的风景图片,希望丰富我的博客的内容,可以吸引更多的网友到此一游.
只是贱狗总是想方设法阻拦,我就想方设法地反阻拦,一来一去的攻防战,到是挺有趣的.到最后,他往往拦不住我,我总是能做到我想做的,只是被迟延而已.
假以时日,我会将这个博客做到人尽皆知,到时候会怎么样呢?这个我交托到上天的手上.
I have been uploading some beautiful pictures taken by me when traveling to this blog. What I want is to add more volume and catergory of this blog to attract more friends to visit this page.
But those cheap dogs kept trying to stop me from doing this and I kept trying to finish my work. We just kept fighting each other. It is sort of interesting. And normally they can not stop me eventually, but just delay my schedule. I can always do what I want to do.
For some while, I will make this blog known to most of the people. And then?
I leave this to the hand of god. I know I am dealing with a powerful institution, may the god take care of my result.
酒囊饭袋们的的招数 The methods stupid dogs are using
Tuesday, 20. March 2007, 04:46:42
酒囊饭袋的招数已经用穷了,唯一现在还能做的,就是拖延我的工作时间.他们明白,自己已经完全无法控制我用电脑在网络上面做任何事情,惟有趁我不注意的时候,创建空进程占用我所有的系统资源.
但是他们也明白,这个招数早就被我破解了,只是趁我不注意的时候偶一为之.只要我留意这一办法,很容易地就坡解掉.即使偶一成功,我也只不过重新用Image重装一下系统,或者加上主板放电而已.
我终于对古龙的话有所体会了,那些讲究身份的人是比较高尚的.如果他们自己都不拿自己当东西,自然可以无所不为.对此,我彻底服了,只是学却学不来.我还是觉得:大丈夫有所不为.实在下三滥的事情,真的不是不想做的,更不是想不出来.很多时候想出来了,也很想做,只是我实在做不出来,这是我最吃亏的地方.
我实在想请教各位贱狗先生小姐们,怎么样才干能够完全抿灭自己的良心?是非观念?正义感?道德观念?怎么样才能够对一些幼小的儿童?年迈的老太太下毒手而不会受到自己良心的谴责?怎么样才能够无所不为?
也怪我母亲的家教太好了,她教会我做人的道理,不欺压良善,做人要有良心,受人滴水之恩要涌泉相报,等等诸如此类.要是我能跟各位贱狗先生小姐们一样下贱就好了.
我也去迫害守法公民,也去祸害小朋友、老太太。可惜，我还有畏天之心。
在此奉劝各位看官，要升官发财飞黄腾达，或者至少保住可怜的饭碗，几千块的工资，千万要捂住自己的良心，权当自己是在保家卫国好了。也千万不要相信鬼神，没有宗教信仰是很好的，就没有任何可以害怕的东西啦。古人云不欺暗室，因为上有天听。所以，当一切都不存在好了，这样才可以为所欲为
我还是上来了,还是喜欢做什么就做什么. I can still go up here and do whatever I want to do
Saturday, 17. March 2007, 04:54:01
我昨天对贱狗们的奚落让贱狗们很是不爽,着实疯狂了一下子.一度似乎可以令我无法开机自检,但是,经过主板放电以后,我迅速搞好了.马上就可以重整,五分钟内,就可以重新使用了.
在我做事情的时候,贱狗好生挑衅了一回.我只是不动声色地弄好了,马上鸦雀无声.一副轻浮没有文化的嘴脸,实在令人瞧不起.
贱狗们使用的竟是这等素质的员工,济得甚事?纯粹饭桶一帮.基本上,他们已经没有多少机会了,以后我不会让他们有机可乘,使用一些在数据线上做手脚这样的粗浅方法搞掂我.
It made cheap dogs quite upset that I just laughted at them. It made them mad. They sucessfully try to make my computer not able to be boot. But just after I do something to the main board, it is OK then. And I am back to the net.
实在无法明白 I can never understand this.
有关部门人员的脸皮之厚,实在令人难以理解.以电脑技术而言,他们其实已经完败于我的手上.经过两年的交手,现在我基本上可以完全控制我的电脑,使用电脑做任何我想做的事情.有关部门在内置遥控装置在我电脑的情况下,只要我开机,他们就可以随心所欲地做他们想做的事情,居然完全无法控制我.搞到要入屋偷我的光盘,在我的cable上做手脚.而在做了那么多不要脸的事情后,仍然完全无法防止我做任何事情.
难道这还不叫做完败?
这帮子酒曩饭袋只有靠我去煲汤给儿子喝的时候趁机做一大堆假线程,用光我的CPU资源,让我死机.可是不用多久,我又上来了.而且将他们的控制程序删个干干净净,气得直敲我的墙壁.
我还是想做什么就做什么,有本事拿技术让我看,敲墙壁只能说明无能而已,徒增笑料.
如果是实验,所有的手段被我看得干干净净,破得一点不剩,还有什么意义?
真不明白,仅仅是死缠烂打?哪里有一点大机构的风度?人总不能无耻得一点脸面都不要吧?
他们之所以还能控制我,完全靠的是盘外招,实在令人齿冷.
I just can never understand how shameless those relative department people. They are completely defeated by me in consideration of computer technology. During two years of fighting each other, I am in fully control of my own computer now. I can do whatever with it. Although they have built-in remote control appliance in my computer and can do anything they want to do once I switch on the computer. Even after they had to slip into my room and stole some of my programmed CD and did something to my IDE calbe, they can not control me or stop me from doing anything now.
Is this a total failure?
These stupid guy created lots of thread when I cook for my little son and made my computer down. But just a little while later, I come back again. I delete almost every item they use to control my computer, they are so angry that they hit the walls of my room to create quite some noise. What use can they do with it? It is just shameless.
Now I can do whatever I want to do with my own computer. They can show me their technical level, what good there is with knocking the wall?
They just stay beside me every day. Where is their manner as a big institution?
If this is an experiment, then I now understand any method they use, and not at all be refleted. It is meaningless now.
The reason they can control me is other than technical problem. This only make me laught at them
我的博客的统计 The statistics of the visitors to my blog
从Opera提供的统计数字来看,我的网友来源愈来愈广泛,遍及全中国及美国很多个洲,以及一些亚洲国家.随着我最近将工作中心转移到国外,并开始用双语写文章,我想会将这个博客做到街知巷闻的.既然他们删除我在国内的所有的帖子,我没有选择,只好转向国外.
有点意思的是,我写的有点象战地日记,每天记录着与贱狗们的斗争,有来有往的.我基本上没有考虑好怎么写,没有谋篇,没有起承转合,只是想到哪里写到哪里.
因为每天我要花费大量的时间与贱狗们做控制与反控制的较量,还要做很多其他事情,所以只好马虎一点了.
随着流量的逐渐增大,我希望有心的网友帮助推广一下.我知道有一些网友已经在帮我的忙了,谢谢你们.
From the statistic report by Opera.com, my friend who is reading this blog are from more and more places, such as many provinces over China and states over US, and alos some asian countries. Now I move the target market from China to abroad and begin to write this blog both by Chinese and English. I will make this blog known to the whole world. Since they deleted all tags I pasted on web stations within China, I have to move outside, where they don't dare to delete them.
What is interesting is what I wrote is like some diary in war field, recording those activities I fight with cheap dogs. I don't have enough time think of how to writ the article well since it costs my a lot of time to fight them, when they use quite a lot of methods to stop me from doing anything on net. Therefore the wording is not quite good.
As the flow of readers grows, I wish all friends on net help me to promote this blog for me, or for freedom.
I know that quite a few are helping me on this, thanks for all of them.
与贱狗的控制与反控制 Control and anti-control activities between me and the cheap dogs
因为我们都选择了必须让我每次开机都要进行一次Ghoast image的重装,因此每天只要我开机,我们都要忙乱好一阵子,玩弄着越来越丰富的控制与反控制手段.
其实我有点可怜他的,我是个工作起来不要命的人.昨天我整整上网十多个小时,悠然听着贝多芬和德沃夏克,肖邦,弄到晚上十一点多,大概他累得实在不行了,大声地敲着我的墙壁.呵呵,不好意思.大概除了我就再也找不到如此强悍的监控对象了,你我都不好运.谁让你做的是如此下贱的工作?监控、骚扰守法公民？
就算我十恶不赦，那么一个孩子呢？一个九岁的孩子有什么罪过？你们天天骚扰他？让他无法集中精神读书？无法好好睡觉？难道你就没有那怕一点点良知？
我自己就无所谓了,十年的骚扰迫害使我练出了一副极强韧的神经系统,任何声响、感觉传递仪器对我毫无作用。更不要说什么恐吓了，生死关口我都能够坦然踏过，还能有什么东西能够吓倒我？
我知道贱狗们想困死我，我已经将一切置之度外了。所谓前途、金钱、未来的生活，我还是将所有的都交托给上天，交托给佛陀，我只是平静地做我应该做的，不得不做的，至于结果，我不再去想了。
我已经没有慷慨激昂，没有义愤填膺，也没有拼死抗争的戾气，只是平静如水，以一棵平常心待之，其余的一切，都交托与上苍。我坦然地接受宿命，但是不是坐等，而是每天辛苦工作，细细筹划。让上苍替我去料理结果吧。
Since we all choose to start my computer from a re-installation with a ghost image,we both have a lot of things to do everytime I start my cmputer, more and more control and anti-control activities taken placed.
Actually I have some pity on him, since I am a quite hard-working people and I worked on net for over ten hours yesterday, he had to follow me. When I was listening to Beethoven, Chopin, Dvorak and working on net until half past 11 pm, he might be exhausted and just made a lot of noise on my walls. I was sorry for that. They maynot find any watched people as violate as me. But I couldn't help with it since he was doing such a god-damned cheap job as watching and disturbing the citizens haven't done anything which was ilegal.
Even if I am quite a criminal who deserve all these, what is the guilt of a 9-year-old little boy? They watch him and disturb hime everyday. He cannot concentrate with his study and get no good sleep everyday. Do all these people have any conscious of loyalty or moral in heart?
I am OK with anything that happen to myself. After ten long years of being watched and disturbed everydat, I have the strongest nerves. No any noise or feeling-transmission-device will work on me, let alone any frightened word.
I know they want to stop me from finding any economic resource like job or any thing likely. But I am not worried now, not about my future, not about money, not about my career. I just want to do what I should do and have to do quitely. I will put all those things to the hand of god. Let him to take care of my result.
I am not angry any longer, but work everyday peacefully. I will accept my fate, but not without any strugle.
I just work hard everyday and let the god to take care of the rest.
好久没有上来了
好久没有上来了，因为我家里的电脑受到越来越严密的监控。这些无赖，实际上做不到限制我做事情，于是就用system的身份登陆，将CPU资源全部用建立空线程占住，于是我就甚么也做不了了。每一次我贴帖子在任何网站，他们都会跟贴一大堆帖子，百般诋毁，呵呵，其实这样做很蠢，明眼人一看就知道这是做出来的，不过还是有一些人相信的。
他们还会使用一些人来加我的QQ，然后百般疑惑我，恐吓我，呵呵，这种下三滥的手段如何能过骗得过我。
每次我在这个博客嘲笑他们的时候，他们就会用建立空线程的方法占住系统资源，让我无法工作。他们居然也会有自尊心？真奇怪，他们天天象阴沟老鼠一样工作，监视合法公民，然后想办法去迫害他们。如果有良心有自尊心的，又怎么能理直气壮？所以做他们的工作，应该首先要丧失一切人类正直的品质，总之为了一份过得去的工资，就彻底欺骗自己，如同一条小狗为了一盒狗粮向主人摇尾乞怜。否则，如果要自省的话，如何问心得过？我要是违法了，你们尽管来逮捕我，控诉我呀！！！你们做不到，因为我没有任何可以用来起诉我的行为对吗？
这些天，他们也每天晚上干扰我的睡眠，让我每天只能够睡三、四个小时。这样我就无法集中精神同他们作对了，无耻的家伙。这一套对付我的时间太长了，并不能起全部作用的。
我所有的朋友都被他们吓跑了，我过得很孤独，很寂寞。他们以为这样可以摧毁我的精神。他们也试图将我所有的亲人从我身边吓跑，每天寻衅在我的房子的上下左右六幅墙发出砰砰的声响。可惜我的神经是钢条做的，我能够在十多年的迫害当中生存下来，我能够多次挫败他们的图谋，说明他们也不是无所不能的。
我实在不能忍受自己的电脑被人监控，于是去电脑城逛了三天，想买一块完全不支持无线功能的主板，没有成功。从商家看我身后的眼神，我知道他们如影随形地跟着我。最后买了一块bios能够禁用红外接口的主板，装好后却发现情况更遭。昨天系统居然发现一个硬件是“内置红外线装置”，要求装驱动程序！！!
于是我还是到网吧来工作，我没有选择只能继续走下去。既然我是被挑选的，那我接受我的宿命
更多关于“贱狗”的观感
昨晚，我继续看护儿子，也继续与贱狗们斗争。说实话，随着对他们了解的深入，我实在无法掩饰我对他们的轻鄙。对一个患重病的八岁孩童，用极为卑鄙的手段使他白日黑夜无法入眠，这样的人哪里有半点人格尊严，甚至连人味都没有了。因此，也令我对他们的身份产生怀疑，昨日早上碰到的一个类似他们的人，穿着敝旧、神情粗鄙，实在不象上得了台盘的人。为了一点点小工资甚么都肯做，完全埋没良知的，恐怕只有相当饥饿无助的人才会做。否则但凡受过一点点教育，有一点点自尊的“人”，怕也还做不来吧？
想来大约两年前，因为公司的一点紧急事情，我的前老板教我上街去找一台车，将一批货拉到货仓。我只是对他说：“对不起，老板，我不是做这种事情的人。我做大公司部门经理差不多十年了，十年前我也许会做这种事情，现在肯定不会。”我可以指挥数十上百人，管理金额十亿一年的物流活动，而且管理得很好，所以我不是做那种工作的人。我一生清高自许，且有点孤介，不是为了吃饭甚么都肯做的，即使得罪的是老板我仍然坚持我的坚持。所以，我实在不能明白他们那种人，我情愿称之为“下等人”。我绝不鄙视穷人，但是人格低下，就是“下等人”。
但是，以他们监视、骚扰我们所动用的资源、技术，掀起来的风浪来看，实在不可小视。他们曾经使我惊惶失措，有如困兽一般。可惜的是，我已经度过了心里难关，渐渐战胜了心魔，然后潜心研究他们的战略、行事手法、技术手段，可以说收获颇丰。相信他们为了对付我这个硬骨头，将能够使用的手段都用齐了，也给了我彻底研究他们的机会，从而找到他们的破绽，制定必胜的战略。这些年，他们肯定用这些手段迫害了无数无辜的民众，惹上我算他们倒霉，该是我为那些被迫害后仍懵然不知的人们讨回公道的时候了，他们的末日不在太远了
来自网友的鼓励
来自网友的鼓励
加油吖!!虽然我只是一个什么也不懂的学生...也不知道能够帮上您什么忙...
但我相信一切都会过去的!!一切都会好起来的!!只要您不放弃!!
我是在百度知道上,看到您的留言.
我相信您...不是因为我轻易相信人...
而是因为我透过文字了看到了无奈而坚强的您...
为你母亲的过世而感到悲伤...呵呵 掉眼泪了...
多么伟大的母亲吖...
我很小的时候,母亲就不在...不知道母爱是什么感觉...
但我在你这里感受到了...单亲家庭不容易吖...我深有体会...
所以我爱我爸!!!
为你儿子的病感到痛心...他们也太无耻了吧!!!
虽然随着年龄的增长,而日渐接触一些PI'PAN文学...
但一直对这片黑暗感到陌生...也许这跟我们从小的熏染教育分不开吧...
这方面话不多说了...
我在此祝福小弟弟早日康复吧!!!
最后...恕我直言了...这些事情给我感觉...是ZF做的好事...
本来我以为是您的对头财团/公司弄的...但现在看来不是了...
只要稍微想一下,他们涉及的技术.权力.人力物力...
这决不是一个私人集团能够拥有的...
1)我劝您还是换独立的屋子吧..例如别墅..
这样震动搔扰睡眠的问题应该可以解决了..
(我相信您应该有这样的财力 我们这边别墅才100~200W)
2)电脑方面...我实在没什么能够帮得上,看您文章...您的电脑技术比我高上N倍了...
3)虽然不知道他们出于什么目的,但看来短期内你和您的家人应该是安全的...
即使他们想对你们心怀不轨...也是只是长期辅助性的搔扰...
愿您能早日安全解决事情吧~~家人健健康康~~
坚信只要您肯坚持下去~日出的光芒总会撕破这片看似无边的黑暗!!!
我会和我的朋友们为您祈祷祝福~~~
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唉...现在真后悔 当初怎么不好好学E文...现在到用的时候方恨少...
(我是广州附近的...国语不怎么样 希望您能看懂吧 呵呵)
不过,您要控制好您的情绪哦.
既不要被他们的攻击使您情绪低下,但更不要愤怒,否则做出一些冲动的事情...
一切就难以挽回了...
在家的时候多听听一些舒心的纯音乐,例如钢琴曲..
我个人不顺心的时候喜欢听 宫崎峻 的配乐,我个人很喜欢.
你家在什么地方呢(说大概粗略的省份.市就行了)??
如果可能,真想探望一下小弟弟,愿他早日康复吧!
您也多注意休息..可不要在这场战争中倒下哦!!
我们都会支持您的!!
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By 中国人吖..., # 29. January 2007, 02:36:12
看到你说的话,我感觉很温暖.谢谢.在大多数人害怕而逃离我的时候,能够听到这样一来的话太好了.我在你附近不远.我儿子已经出院了.我的情绪很好,而且越来越好,充满信心.呵呵.
我还有更加惊人的发现,可以说震惊世界的发现,但是现在还不到说的时候.
致各位网友
小弟弟,你还是太天真了!你真的相信那些跟贴的贴子是不相信人的人贴的吗?其实那些都是他们的人,他们在妖言惑众.我的每一个贴子他们都会跟在后面贴上十多个,而且是用很多不同的身份,反正就是注册一下而已,对吗?人心险恶,可见一斑,以后要当心了,即使你亲眼见到的,也很可能是假的,懂吗?这个要出来社会好好吸收社会经验以后,才能够具有分辨真假是非的能力.而且,他们会变幻无数种身份去说服很多人来针对我,会将我的隐私掐头去尾,添油加醋然后传播,可以蒙蔽非常多的人.因为,他们是我终生所见过的最卑劣的人类,假如他们还能算是人类的话.
他们有一次居然登陆到这里试图说服我这些现象都是系统的正常操作,还有我的心理有问题.呵呵,这帮白痴!
网友们,你们意识到没有,他们发明如此多的技术不可能只用来对付我们一家人的.也许现在就有几十上百万人在受到他们的监视、迫害，只是大家都还没有意识到而已，或者已经意识到了但没有胆量说出来，更没有胆量跟他们对抗。每一个人都知道他们的力量有多么大，
现在，我替你们站出来，为了我的母亲、我的儿子还有所有被迫害的人站出来。我会将他们所有的手段详详细细地写下来，请你们帮忙把这个博客的网址传播出去，让更多的人知道，让卑鄙无耻的家伙无计可施。我们就胜利了！
我在向所有单位举告的时候，都具了真名，真实的身份证号码和地址电话等等一切资料，我会负起一切法律责任。如果为了所有的人最终我要坐牢，那就让我做政治犯好了。
”我自横刀向天笑，去留肝胆两昆仑。“这是谭嗣同临终写的诗句。我愿意步他的后尘，到关键的时候，我会将所有我发现的东西全部公诸于众。
你们可以帮忙的，帮忙把我的贴子和网址散发出去，这样你们没有任何风险，却帮了大忙，你们可以用匿名发贴子的。
我已经没有退路了。他们不会放过我，因为他们知道我绝不会放过他们。我会用我的终生来复仇。来吧，既然命运选择了我，我决不退却。哈哈，好一场大斗，人生得此一役，不枉矣
他们的另一种利器－声音
其实他们用得最多,最不可思议的技术,就是他们对于声音使用的方法.
这十年,我搬了四次家,每一次都会因为声音问题与邻居产生纠纷.而且我们全家(其实是分开的四家)都有同样的问题,而据我观察,有很多家庭看电视或听音响的声音比我们都大很多,却完全没有这样的问题.即使将声音降到几乎听不见的水平仍然纠纷不断,因此,多年来我一直百思不得其解.
直到最近,才真相大白.声音,是他们使用得最多的一件利器.而且其应用技术水平之高超,远远超出一般的常识范围,不是亲身经历,我也绝对是不肯相信的.最主要的原因是声音的传送肯定是双向的,如果邻居能够听见我们看电视听音响的声音,那么我肯定也能够听见他们的,因为他们开的也不太小声.谁知道,却有这样的技术存在.
上两个月,有一次我在家里洗衣服,同时也在看电视.大概是他们有需要引开我的注意力,我总是听见房间里面有流水的声音.我反复进房间查看,但是我房间里面根本就没有水管,何来水声?反复几次以后,终于恍然大悟:又是他们的技术.
他们有一种单向的传音技术,可以将远处的声音传到近处,或者相反.而且可以是看起来似乎是凭空的、看不到传声的工具的。传输的准确程度，远不是那些演唱会之类的能比，他们可以将某一点的声音准确传到另外一点，而其他人却听不见。
确实神乎其技，不可思议，但确实百分之一百是真实的。
因为他们需要将我调开，所以就能够将我的阳台上的洗衣机的入水声传到房间，让我反复进去查看。也因为他们有这项技术，我们的邻居在我们以很小音量看电视的时候却能够清楚听见，足以造成滋扰。也因为这项技术，当我同他们斗得厉害的时候，我平时听不见的电梯房的噪音能够准确地传到我的卧室。而且可以调整音量，看他们的需要而定。这个当真令我佩服得很。
还有更加不可思议的，他们能够将数十米外的声音准确地传送到我一个人的耳朵。有几天，在斗争激烈的时候，我坐在靠马路的窗口乘凉，数十米外的汽车声音在我耳朵轰鸣，声音居然比坐在马路中间还要响！！
有一次深夜，我看儿子后出门回家。由于他们的滋扰加上母亲的仇恨令我非常愤怒，我发短信与几个朋友对话，声明一定会斗到底，即使牺牲姓名也在所不惜。这时，我身边的空气中竟然凭空炮声隆隆，如同无数炮弹在我身边炸响！！就在空气里面，当然这时是深夜，旁边没有任何人。但是你可以想象，哪怕我的神经稍不强韧，在这一刻足以让我发疯。
可惜他们遇见的是我，多年的磨练，我已经处变不惊。因此我并没有太大的反应，但对这样的技术确实觉得不可思议！！此后同样的方法他们还用过两次，只是更加只能让我一噱。
各位不必怀疑我的神智，在同一段时间，我通过了作业论文和考试，拿到了我的硕士学位。这足以证明我不但神智清明，而且能够冷静地处理所有的问题。
我想做的，是让更多的人了解到这些被用来迫害守法公民的技术，将这些阴暗的老鼠曝光，这样他们就会丧失害人的能力。
我希望得到所有网友的支持，我们的昨天、今天，有可能是你们的明天，也许就在今天有许许多多的人在经受同样的迫害，只是他们还蒙在鼓里。我们一起来帮帮他们吧！！
贱狗们的电脑入侵技术
他们最敝帚自珍的是他们的电脑监控技术，说实话，我破不了，破的了也没有用，因为这绝对不是纯电脑技术，关键的是他们的职业特权决定了这一点。
首先，他们肯定在我的主板内植了一个红外线接收器。我的主板是没有这个东西的，但是支持这项功能。接收器必须另装，理论上必须伸出机箱，但如果发射器功率够强的话，就不必要了。我为甚么这么肯定呢？因为有一天我回家，看到Bios设置的密码没有了，所有的Cmos设置也没有了。这项改变绝不可能遥距完成，即使Intel或者Microsoft也不可能，因为要做主板放电的。要跳线，就是说打开机箱，将Cmos设置的保存的三根针中间的连接帽的两根断开，再连接上另两根，然后再重新接回去。所以他们肯定进了我的家，然后再做的。既然可以进入我的屋子，那就无事不可为了。我的主板是VIA的KM400-M2，是 OEM的，公开发售的只是KM400。我在网上能够找到的只有KM400的说明书，其图纸与我的主板差别甚大，所以无法拆除。理论上换一个主板可以解决问题，但是毕竟需要时间和心境。而且既然他们能进屋，就可做的事情太多了，防不胜防。鉴于他们的职业特权，进屋也许并不太难，我前几天一张重要的工具软件光盘就不翼而飞了，好好地放在CD簿里面，几乎天天用的，不可能不见的，所以不言自明。另外，我们的一位成员家中的电脑因为她的电脑技术被看不起，直接将红外线接收器的驱程装在电脑里面了，哈哈，被我看到了。
他们的发射器肯定是强大的，但是一般放在我隔壁的就是说屋内的并不是功率太强。因为每次我将电脑做物理隔离时，比如用东西包起来的时候，他们就不得不咚咚咚地跑上楼开楼顶的大功率发射器，马上就能听到噪音。大概那台机器噪音太大，或者体积太大，放在家里面用的话，满世界都听到了，目标太明显。
有了这个连接，他们改了我的Cmos设置，设成缺省从Floppy Disk启动，就是在我的硬盘上面隔开一个秘密分区，然后设置成虚拟的软盘，从那里启动我的Windows。或者这个Floppy Disk 设置在他的电脑上面。我用软件查过，我的每个硬盘上面都有5M左右的分区被单独隔开。我用过很多种软件做低级格式化、高级格式化，都不能解决这个问题，即使是分区的时候零剩余，他们在我用电脑的时候也可以重新分割出来。
为甚么他们可以做到呢？我查了很久，其实也不是太复杂。他们用了VM这个虚拟软件，我用软件检查内存的时候，检查到了VM的进程，但是Windows里面没有这个进程。所谓VM，就是Virtual Machine，目前就流行的虚拟控制软件，据说Microsoft人手一台VM。使用这个软件，就可以在硬盘上装很多个系统软件，然后自由转换。他们设置从虚拟的软盘上启动，然后启动Vistual Machine，再带动我的Windows启动，就可以达到控制的目的。他们还会虚拟全套的PNP硬件在电脑上，这个我用Dell的自查软件查过，连 CPU、内存、鼠标、键盘都有虚拟的。理论上，我更新Bios也可以解决这个问题，但是他们一直阻挠我这样做。于是我将Cmos设置中的USB支持等等各种有可能相关的设置全部禁用了，这样自己能使用的功能减少了，但总比被别人控制自如要好得多。
除了虚拟硬件以外，他们经常使用的是IDE Controller,可以控制设备IDE设备的使用。比如说，可以让我的电脑不能认出光驱和硬盘，这样，他们可以使用我的IDE接口虚拟一个硬盘，从而直接使用他们电脑的硬盘的程序来达到控制的目的。在我购买刻录机不久，他们就禁用了我的光驱。我试过几次主板跳线都没有解决，最后把电池拔出反装，将主板上的电全部放掉才解决了刻录机的使用问题。因为使用Virtual Machine，理论上我是在他的Virtual Machine上面装Windows，所以受到他们的全面控制，甚至分区也是如此（使用Dos程序时）。他们可以预留硬盘空间，改动硬盘参数，在我装 Windows的时候加入很多文件，主要是很多DLL文件，按照他们的需要随意改动注册表。他们甚至将整个C盘Reserve起来，可以让我完全不能重装系统，因为不耐烦，也因为看不起我的电脑技术，他们曾经让在两秒内昨晚Dis Checking，十秒内装完一个Windows，呵呵，向我示威。这样，他们能够自如改动我的硬盘也就不足为奇了，可惜，他们低估了我的学习能力。最后我使用外面买的Ghost－xp来装，比较好地解决了这个问题，就是软件公司将他们自己装的C盘做成Ghost Image拿出来卖的，使用这种文件装系统，他们就不可以自如地加入各种文件了。但是他们成功地将两百多个DLL文件传到我的硬盘，然后在系统第一次运行的时候带动自动安装，这个时候我必须及时中止，一般都可以在装了二十多个DLL文件的时候中止。
我使用Smart Disk软件查看电脑分区情况，将他们预留的区域用该软件改成很古怪的很旧的分区形式。但是他们还是能够使用，主要原因是该软件只能改动分区表，并不能用形式对硬盘进行格式化，能够做格式化的只有FAT-16。但是我用FAT16格式化以后再改成古旧的硬盘格式仍然不能解决问题，因为实际盘子里面的格式还是FAT16。
进入Windows后，他也虚拟了一些硬件在里面，在我的电脑点属性然后点硬件然后选“设备管理器”就会看到，有很多，选一些正常的电脑看看哪里不该有的全部禁用，如鼠标、键盘是最重要的。这样做以后，他们就不可以直接控制我的操作了，只好依靠一些服务来控制，装一些原来没有的服务，利用一些不必要的进程来控制。再有就是传输很多DLL文件修改注册表，加入很多线程来控制我使用的进程。
这些服务主要有DHCP Client，这是用来做域名解析用的，就是在本机上将文字域名解析成数字域名，可以加快访问互联网的速度，他们可以用这个服务使我访问不到他们不希望我访问的网页
我的策略
尽管我们遭受了多年的暗算，但是我反击的策略是可以完全公开的。因为即使我让他们明明白白了，他们也无法阻止，无法抗拒，继续都下去只是面对覆灭一日日临近而已。各位贱狗们可以绝望了，我的策略和实施手法都是合法合理的，因此不妨公开让你们知道。
其实一切貌似强大的机构，听起来似乎如何了不起，似乎无法与之抗衡，其实他们都有其不可掩藏的弱点。这就是所谓阿喀琉斯之踵，只要准确地找到他，然后攻其一点，必可战而胜之。关键是必须使用合法手段，他会使用全部手段试图恐吓、激怒、骚扰你，务求让你处在法律上不利的位置，然后利用这种态势狠狠地整你，所以，无论他们使用如何卑鄙无耻的手段，必须要保持冷静，然后镇定地观察、研究，就会有机可乘了。
他们的弱点其实显而易见，怕上级（如果是正式机构），怕官方（如果是私有机构），怕舆论（因为他们的工作性质需要绝对保密，尤其是其整人手段，否则谁都明白清楚，他们就无技可施了），怕得要死的就是具体的技术手段被公开，这些技术手段是他们吃饭的家伙闹得人尽皆知，他们还怎么混？
针对第一点，我已经向公安部、监察部、最高法院、最高检察院、中央纪律检查委员会、白宫、美国国务院等等一大批机构发了举告，具实名的，我会为此负上一切法律责任。并已经受到一些机构的立案代码，我还会继续做下去。我不怕调查，因为他们撒的一地鸡毛，随便一查就知，如果不是有意庇护的话。
针对第二点，我开始向世界各大媒体传出我的文章，然后会建立一批博客之类的网页，再将文章全部翻译成中英文双语，向全世界推广。即使他们可以过滤国内人士打开网页，对国外是绝对做不到的。比如这个博客的服务器就应该在美国，他们不可能对国外民众过滤，在技术上就做不到，万一做得到也不敢，否则被发现就是国际丑闻。
针对第三点，我会撰写详细的中英文双语的文章，将其技术手段全部写出来，呵呵，权当我替他们做推广好了，让他们大名鼎鼎无人不知。我读MBA有一门功课就是学市场推广的，还写了好几篇论文，顺便实习一下，做一次零成本推广。其实我知道现在他们怕得要死，我很清楚，麻烦你们自己想办法吧。是你们非逼我空闲下来，那我就专职做一下市场营销经理好了，做你们的全权代理，
缓过一下，大家都可以至少有十年八年的喘息时间，既然他们一定要自寻死路，我只好成全他们了。
尽管费心神恐吓骚扰我好了，我只当看猴子做戏。再有新手段的话更好，我应手破去，然后写文章又有新题材了
我的心态的转变
在这些"贱狗"们似乎无孔不入的监控干扰下,我曾经有草木皆兵的时候.对每一个接近我身边的人的行为、言谈都会怀疑、比较、验证，越是这样做，越是觉得无人可信。弄得几乎孤家寡人一个，呵呵，愚钝至此，不可原谅。其实这样的心态，正中其下怀了。
也许是得到了佛学的感招，一切都只是觉得淡然，世间无不可信之人。张某一生正直不阿，未曾违犯国法、未曾害人。国法昭昭，天意茫茫，张某心安理得，坦坦荡荡何惧暗中加害？至于个人隐私，喜欢宣扬就宣扬好了，谣言止于智者，来说是非者必是是非者，对吗？
我要真诚地向所有被我误会过的朋友道歉，是我以小人之心度君子之量。我这样说是百分百真心的。尤其是被我得罪过、甚至责骂过的朋友，我辜负了你们。如果有机会，有缘分再见我希望有机会补偿。如果没有的话，我诚心诚意地祝你们永远青春、美丽，愿幸福的笑容永远挂在你们的嘴角。愿你们的生活没有烦忧，永远快乐、健康。
说来也神奇，佛法度人竟然可以完全改变我数十年的心理习惯。我一直是一个比较喜欢猜忌的人，固然比较容易原谅人，但是半点亏也吃不得，因此总是对所有的人都步步为营，自设心防。眼里无人不可疑，无人可以完全信任，对每一个人都会防几手，即使亲如家人。
这种心态固然曾经保护过我很多次，但是坦诚地说，我一直过得不快乐。因为我的心对所有的人都是封锁的，因此我没有知心朋友，也无法信任人。
”悟已往之不谏，知来者之可追。实迷途其未远，觉今是而昨非。““昨日种种比如昨日死，今日种种比如今日生。”本为自保，实为自困，失远大于得，何其愚钝。
今日看来，世间无不可信之人，也无不可恕之人。害我者，实则为磨练我，玉我于成。我的儿子也健康、开朗、向上、可爱、聪明伶俐，是我的骄傲，并没有因为任何人要害他而变得如何，害我者，实则枉为小人而已。为人胸怀坦荡荡，故无不可恕之人。
但是，我母亲的逝去原因，一日不清楚，我一日绝不放手。我七岁丧父，是母亲守寡八年养大我。我关于母亲的最深刻的记忆是三十年前，她同一些同事扛着一人高的大木头送上电锯的样子。她一生没有享过福，辛苦一生。因为她的教养，我才有今日有所寸进，而她竟然没能看到这一天。盼了一辈子男孙也没能见到我的儿子。因此，关于我母亲的死，我绝不宽恕
我们平时称之为"贱狗"
昨晚,我仍在陪伴我生病的儿子.他好转的速度连医生都表示惊讶,三根管子都拆掉了,今天已经可以进食.这跟我数年前好转的时间基本一样,但是我当时的严重程度远不如他.当真是后生可畏.所谓相关单位人士不过是枉作小人,"青山遮不住,毕竟东流去."
他们昨晚仍然在继续工作,只是我们只当他们没到而已.其实,我们早就没把他们放在眼里,我和儿子日常对他们的称呼是"贱狗".这是一个形神俱备的称呼,以其所做所为来说,再适当也没有了
最卑劣的人类-所谓相关单位
昨天晚上,我一夜没睡,守护着我幼小的儿子.刚做完手术,脸色被高烧烧得通红的儿子,没有叫过一声痛,勇敢地笑着,真是好孩子.在他身上,我看到了阳光,看到了未来.
可是,昨晚我也见证了人类最卑劣的一面.所谓相关单位的人士,在我8岁的儿子刚做完手术,身上插着三根管子:一根胃管,一根尿管,一根取脓管,还有一根输液的针头,的时候,在侵扰他,不让他好好睡觉.
这种事情我实在太熟悉了,相关单位用这一手对付了我十多年,也对付了我儿子很多年,我一摸床板就知道.他们有一种技术,可以使我的床板不停地震动,不是一整张,而是刚好我们睡觉的位置.而且无论翻身到哪里,他们都能准确知道,作出调整.当然,如果他们高兴,他们可以让你的整个房间全部抖动起来.于是他们要谁睡觉不睡觉都可以随心所欲.甚至沉睡的程度,他们可以让你睡着了,但是无法沉睡,然后你睡一整套晚醒来却跟没睡差不多.这种传动也是双向的,比如说你放把电扇在床上,他们也会感到震动.但是,你却无法知道他们睡觉的方位,所以无法反制.
要是正常情况下,我们其实都已经习惯这种侵扰了,所以基本上都能得到需要的睡眠.但是,此刻我的孩子刚做完手术,发烧三十九度都的时候,最需要充足睡眠恢复的时候,你们怎么能够下的了手?
一个八岁的孩子,身上插着三根管子和一个针头,发着高烧,腹部刚做完手术,麻醉过了开始剧痛的时候?你们真是他妈的目无法纪的混账王八蛋,你们的祖宗十八代都是畜牲吧?否则怎么能生育出你们这种毫无人性的狗杂种?我这样说确实很不文雅,但非此不能表达我的愤怒.
你们以为这样可以吓倒我?你们害了我们祖孙三代,不共戴天之仇,张某将衔记终生,此仇不报,誓不为人.我曾经害怕过,发抖过,当你们用各种闻所未闻的手段对付我的时候.但是对我儿子和母亲的爱,使我赶走了身上最后一点点怯懦,张某现在浑身是胆.张某一生未曾害人,鬼神之诛尚且不畏,何畏牛头小鬼!国法固峻, 无法加我.
"吾与汝偕亡",你们来吧,我会将你们送上审判席,让你们的狗头待在铁窗后面,到时候再来看你们是不是还可以趾高气扬!
在做到以前,我会保持我的冷静和淡然,你们休想让我踏入任何陷阱.多谢你们的磨练,让我思虑更加周密,也更加阴险毒辣.我不会让你们等候太久的.
听着,不是不报,时辰未到!!
我的儿子病了
这几天,我的儿子病了,肚子痛了好几天,最后才确诊是阑尾炎,已经穿了孔,昨天下午才做了手术切除,所幸的是基本上手术还算顺利,只要不感染,一周内就可以出院了.
我这个当爹的,为了亲生的小东西,自然免不了鞍前马后,上下奔走,左右腾挪,出钱出力.只是辛苦了各位相关单位的人士,如影随形,陪伴左右,连我下半夜去 7/11买报纸都要跟着,还时不时侵扰一下我,提醒我一下他们的存在和辛劳,当真令张某受宠若惊.怕是半分没有,但是夜半三更,凄风冷雨中居然有人陪伴我左右,做不要钱的保镖,实在辛苦你们了.
应该道歉的是,由于我个人修养还是有欠缺,在不堪侵扰的情况下,主要是对我儿子的侵扰,终于向贵单位的人士发火了,好生将贵单位的人士羞辱了一番.所幸的是,这位人士修养比我好多了,在我百般辱骂之下,仍然能够隐忍不语,真是好同志.他使我避免了侵犯国法, 我要谢谢他.要知道,我年轻的时候,是可以手碎两块青砖的,大小擒拿手阴狠毒辣,招招都是分分筋错骨,好险,幸亏没用上!
但是,还是令我百思不得其解的,是各位对我们这个普通家庭的兴趣,我等何德何能,得到各位如此如此垂青?我们全部对政治都绝没有参与的兴趣,不会"反党反社会主义",小日子也还过得去,没有必要反社会.违法的事情记忆当中就没有做过,也绝对没有任何理由怀疑以后我们会做.那么,花费如许资源,以十年之长对我们进行监控乃至百般打击、侵扰，意欲何为？至于发牢骚，我张老三头一个认是发得最多的。但是我认为言论自由是人类生而俱有的权力，敢言是人类高贵人格之一。“我不同意你说的话，但是保卫为了你说话的权力，我愿意付出生命。“这是我大致记得的美国一位开国元勋的话，我深有同感。
要是仅仅针对张某一人，你们只管来好了，张某生性不畏权势，各位固然藏头露尾巴，我还是有本事把你们拉出来在阳光下晒一番的。
但是，各位何忍向一个六十岁的老太太和三岁的孩子下手？各位良知何在？人格何在？
十年前，我的母亲几次悄悄对我说有人在搞我们，我当时一直不肯相信，因此令她大为不快。结果在半年内老人积忧成疾，患了肺癌。半年前她经过单位体检结果是正常的，半年后检查已经是肺癌晚期。三个月后她悄悄地告诉我无法入睡因为有人在搞她，我还是无法相信。三个月后她就撒手人寰。
六年前,我的儿子才三岁,因为贵单位的侵扰,他无法安睡.我抱着他,睡在客厅,整个客厅震动有如处于茫茫大海.我当时实在想不懂这是一种什么样的技术居然可以在其他人完全不觉的情况下做到这样,我当时只有一种绝望的感觉,彷徨无助.
现在,我已经基本明白了,原来是贵单位的杰作!虽然我不知道你们的具体名称,但是我肯定你们的存在.我身边有很多人知道你们,只是没有人胆敢告诉我,同时你们罗织了各种不同的罪名给我,蛊惑人心.只是,你们能够说出任何一样我触犯国法的事情吗?
也许是时间为相关单位唱挽歌了
之前几乎全部谈好的两份供应链总监的职位都被相关单位给毁了，那么，我信守诺言，重开此页。也许，是到了替相关单位唱挽歌的时候了。
说起来也好笑，十多年来，经过相关单位的二十四小时的监控，骚扰、暗害、挑拨离间、煽风点火，总之无所不尽其极地迫害，我居然基本保持了向上走的趋势，当然步伐被拖慢了很多。我曾经对人性充满了猜忌和不信任，对每一个人都加以充分的防备，然后心机极重、深藏不露。奇怪的是，经过一役役的较量，我现在变得开朗、乐观，人生性极为正面，对其他人极为宽容，对未来极具自信。这要感谢五年前我的一位上司的启发和对佛学的感悟，如果最困难的时刻已经过去，未来只会变得更好。谢谢有关单位对我的磨练，有劳了。是你们使我更加心神湛定，更加平和，智珠在握，淡静地面对你们。还有，比一年前，我减了近三十斤的体重，可以连续打一个小时的羽毛球不需要休息，呵呵收获良多。
六年前，我在床上躺了两个月，病因是：椎间盘突出。花了几千元以后，病好了，据医生说，每天不能长坐，必须经常活动，奇怪的是，之前我每天加班到8、9点从来没有犯过病。四年前，我在担任一家500强公司部门经理的时候，突然，病又犯了，又花了几千块。六年间，时不时会犯病，只是都没有太厉害。去年，我又长时间加班，每天十个到十二个小时工作，基本上都是坐着，却没有犯病。
在我准备去香港拿学位之前几天，我突然感觉到腰痛剧烈。据我跟这个“病”打交道多年的经验，这样程度的疼痛至少需要一个月的静躺和治疗方才能好，那么学位可能就泡汤了。我自然第一时间躺下，以趴躺姿势躺卧了一天后，没有效果。然后就转为做引体向上，这个平常极有疗效的运动没有起到任何作用。难道我就这样丢掉学位？经过深思熟虑以后，我采取措施，十分钟以内治好了纠缠了多年的病，而且看来是根治了。
是甚么灵丹妙药竟然具有如此功效？其实很简单，就是捏你自己的身体，用力程度视各人忍痛能力不限。呵呵，我象是在说梦话？不是的，且听我细细道来。
其实，相关单位有一种方法可以令人的身体任何部位产生不同程度的疼痛感觉，比如说喉咙、腿、手臂等等。我的手臂受轻伤后，居然三个月都还剧痛，于是我用上述方法治好了。据我的研究，这是一种将自己的疼痛感放大然后投射给其他人的仪器，可以在任何场合使用，但是居然有一个天大的缺点：这种疼痛感的投射是双向的。如果你感觉无缘无故的疼痛，采取我说的方法，就可以试验是否被人骚扰了。
我曾经患十年的喉咙痛，大冬天我的喉咙都可以痛到要命，昨晚我看书看到很晚，因为是Sidney Shelton的小说，我唯一还在读的小说作家，结果外耳痛的要命，都是用这种方法治好的。我的儿子也受到这种干扰，用我的方法，他治好了。
不可思议吧，他们有非常多不可思议的方法整人，于是他们不需要出面，只要躲在附近，你就莫明其妙地倒霉了。紧要关头让你无故躺几个月，耽误工作不说，还要用几千块医药费。他们就像阴沟里面的老鼠，让你防不胜防。
待我一一将这些方法全部写出来，想必他们已经将这些方法应用到无数人身上了，让大家都知道，他们就无用武之地了。我会慢慢推广这个博客，实际上，现在已经有数千人来过这里了。当我废掉他们的武功的时候，大概就该为他们唱挽歌了吧。
我回来了
我回来了,带回了我的学位证书.多谢有关部门煞费苦心,一路上如影随形,极尽骚扰、恐吓、心理打击之能事.奈何张某平生未做有欺暗室之事，不该拿的钱一分未拿过，违法之事一件未干过，坦坦荡荡，上不畏天理、中不畏国法、下不畏良心，宵小之辈，何足惧哉。
但是,我始终是学工商管理的,兴趣所在,是经营管理之类,对政治没有参与的冲动.所以,暂且退隐江湖,转向新的工作和创业的大计,也许,某天基度山伯爵仍会有回归的一天.
如果我的经济生活无法正常进行的话,就是逼上梁山,只好重做冯妇,再开此页.
对脱去皮囊的威胁我没有害怕,我只有直面我的宿命,一直往前走.至此,为我设置的一切心理关卡已经被我全部冲破,不会有任何威胁能令我胆怯.
亮剑
以下文字全部摘自国内公开发行的小说《亮剑》，若有版权问题，请直接联系我。我的电话是13312816241。
丁伟少将：“同志们，我们的党和军队有危险，这种空气太不正常了，连个战功赫赫的元帅按组织程序提点儿意见尚且定为反党分子，照此下去，将来党内人人都难以自保，好人会越来越少，小人会越来越多，这个党还有什么希望？早知如此，我定位当初就不该参加红军，不该参加共产党。”
赵刚少将：“既然这个党这个军队如此忠奸不分，这党籍和职务不要也罢了！”
赵刚少将：“我没有能力阻止灾难的蔓延，但我有能力捍卫自己的尊严，没有了尊严我宁可选择死亡！！”
赵刚夫人冯揇：“走好，我亲爱的十二月党人，咱们就要去风雪茫茫的西伯利亚了。。。”
天理何在?人性何在?
当我六十岁的老母亲被害得癌症,只剩下三个月寿命的时候,她每天被骚扰,无法睡觉. 她对我说:"我要告诉你让你提防,但我无法告诉你是谁,否则你一定会同他们拼命."
在我儿子三岁的时候, 他也被骚扰得无法安静入睡!
天理何在? 良心何在?
我贴在国内的所有帖子和博客都被马上全部删除掉了.为什么?
你们怕什么? 请省视你们自己的良心!如果我这样对付你们的亲生母亲,你们会怎么样?
每个人都有父母的,都是父母亲生的.难道你们不是? 难道你们都是畜牲?
这是电脑的后门吗?
发 现我得电脑被控制，因为鼠标会自己移动、操作，而且有些文件夹我进不去，即使用 “Administrator"账户的时候，即使是不在线的时候也这样。但是我没有装无线网卡，于是到处查资料，最后发现主板支持红外传输功能，但是我根本没有装红外适配器。但是我的机器是联想家悦的，Bios设定里面没有与红外功能黑客是肯定的，但是不在线的时候他还是可以控制我。他在我硬盘做了一个隐藏分区。我高格、低格都做过无数次了，装了三个硬盘、加了声卡、视频卡、网卡，没用，他可以在我装系统的时候加入很多dll文件，然后装好系统就可以马上控制我，有大半年了，他用了无线传输技术、虚拟intranet技术、远程虚拟技术和线程注入技术.我没装无线网卡和红外适配器，为什么他可以无线登陆我的电脑呢？而且他居然可以改我的CMOS设置。我设置成光驱启动，他可以改成软驱启动（或者USB硬盘），然后虚拟一个软驱（用隐藏分区里面的程序），然后再带动我的光驱启动，这样完全控制我的电脑。 他在我的电脑虚拟了一个网卡、一个监视器，甚至虚拟一个硬盘，都是PNP Mode的。可以看到我的屏幕，可以控制我。我跟他玩了好久了，曾经把主板拆剩CPU，再重新装回去，跳线、放电都试过了，没用，只把一些虚拟的硬件去掉了，始终无法隔断他的传输。望高度专业的人士伸手拉兄弟一把。即使我买一块新主板换掉了也不会有用。而且我发现他可以遥控几乎一切发射红外线的东西，如电视、空调、风扇的遥控器和手机。我发现很多蓝牙的值在我的注册表里面，如果是蓝牙连接有什么特点？望方家指教，万谢。各位老兄，我的网线早拔了，要是他通过互联网来搞我就当他是菜鸟了。是不在线的时候发生的！我的电脑是联想家悦，KM400-M2主板，板载网卡，没有无线功能。我查过主板手册了，唯一无线功能是支持Irfrared功能，而且要装适配器才能工作，我根本就没加，甚至没找到红外支持的五根针，他象鬼一样。
我最早是这样发现问题的。我 以安全模式的Administrator账户进入系统，然后逐个文件夹查找，在System Volume Information文件夹提示我没有进入的权限，但是这个文件夹我以前进入过这个文件夹无数次，从来不需要特殊权限的。于是我修改了这个文件夹的权限，发现了RemoteControlMonpoint 和tracking两个文件和Restore文件夹，但是我早已经禁用了系统的SystemRestore功能，这些文件都不该存在。于是我将整个文件夹删除，但是过一阵又重新出现了，于是再删再现，无数次重复。还有我用好像是Ontcome（具体名字我忘了）之类程序查看文件夹。看到Recycler文件夹时，发现了数百兆的程序文件和记录我所有操作的文件，于是我全部删除，但下次登陆又出现了。正常的回收站文件夹应该是Recycled，但这个文件夹叫做Recycler。这些情况都发生在我拔出网线的时候，因此肯定有人使用无线连接我的电脑，对吧？然后我打开我的Cmos设置，发现有一些改动。如：我没有装软驱，所以A、B盘都设为None，但是被改成A盘是1.4M的软驱或者USD HDD。第一启动选择被改为Floopy（或者USB HDD）Report to WIN No FDC被改成No。然后FDC被改成Enable。我全部重新修改，但下次开机再进去，又被全部改过来了。然后我用硬盘查看程序（SmartDisk）查看，硬盘的0磁道0柱头有两个无法进入也无法修改的隐藏分区。我推理这些分区被做成虚拟的软驱，然后从那里启动，再带动我的C盘启动，就可以控制我了。我装过98、ME、XP、2003、Ghost－XP都摆脱不了。我是硕士，曾任职500强公司部门经理，对编新闻没有兴趣。也不想出名，更不需要借此混饭吃.一键恢复用过好多次了，毫无用处。不过
问题补充：我从来没有系统地学过电脑，但是我买和玩了PC十多年了。在装好系统后我用Everrest 查看，发现PNP Mode的鼠标、键盘及全套硬件，等于他在我电脑上完整虚拟了另一个电脑。换主板也没用，我发现我的好几个朋友都有同样的问题，包括两台戴尔，两台联想和两台自装机，问题一摸一样。有可能是某机构发现了电脑硬件的一个后门吗？每次我做分区和格式化的时候，他都会预留2G左右的空间，我推测他在做另一个操作系统，然后就可以完全控制我的电脑了。 我换过六块硬盘,现在机里面有三块.我会试一下装其他系统,不过我已经争取回来大多数权限了.哈哈
也许不是红外线，因为我将整台电脑被子包起来，照样不行。但我确实没装无线网卡！！！而且每次重装系统我都改电脑名改IP，装过卡巴、金山2006、Norton、买咖啡，都不行。相信很多朋友都有这问题，只是你们没发现而已，试试查查看吧。
那些语带嘲讽,说话没有教养的人大概就是卑鄙地盯着别人的电脑妄图从中取利的家伙吧,废话没有用的!! 我怀疑这就是某些正规机构干的，但是在下平生没有犯过法，对政治也毫无参与的兴趣!!!!如果这就是故意留的后门，解释就呼之欲出了
般若波罗蜜多心经
般若波罗蜜多心经
唐三藏法师玄奘译
观自在菩萨 行深般若波罗蜜多时
照见五蕴皆空 度一切苦厄
舍利子
色不异空 空不异色
色即是空 空即是色
受想行识 亦复如是
舍利子
是诸法空相 不生不灭
不垢不净 不增不减
是故空中无色 无受想行识
无眼耳鼻舌身意 无色声香味触法
无眼界 乃至无意识界
无无明 亦无无明尽
乃至无老死 亦无老死尽
无苦集灭道 无智亦无得 以无所得故
菩提萨陲 依般若波罗蜜多故
心无挂碍 无挂碍故 无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想 究竟涅盘
三世诸佛 依般若波罗蜜多故
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提
故知般若波罗蜜多
是大神咒 是大明咒 是无上咒
是无等等咒 能除一切苦 真实不虚
故说般若波罗蜜多咒
即说咒曰 揭谛揭谛 波罗揭谛
波罗僧揭谛 菩提娑婆诃
般若波罗密多心经
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这是诵唱得最普遍,最有名的佛经-般若波罗蜜多心经,简称心经.简简单单的百十个字,所含禅机和哲理深不可测.
有一天,我在地铁上,在很多嘈杂声音当中,心里念到心经,忽然似乎进入了所谓入定的境界.心灵一片平静,一片安详,似乎一切都很美好,到达了极乐世界.一切得失不再萦怀,而且头脑在安详平静中极为灵敏,心灵活泼泼地,如同一片水晶挂在空中的溜溜地旋转.于是,所有前因后果都串成了一条线.于是,我开始走出被动,稳握先机.
我生平最喜欢的两首苏词
江城子
作者: 东坡居士
密州出猎
老夫聊发少年狂，左牵黄，右擎苍。锦帽貂裘，千骑卷平冈。欲报倾城随太守，亲射虎，看孙郎。
酒酣胸胆尚开张，鬓微霜，又何妨！持节云中，何日遣冯唐？会挽雕弓如满月，西北望，射天狼。
定风波
作者: 东坡居士
莫听穿林打叶声，何妨吟啸且徐行。竹杖芒鞋轻胜马，谁怕？一蓑烟雨任平生。
料峭春风吹酒醒，微冷。山头斜照却相迎。回首向来萧瑟处，归去，也无风雨也无晴。
苏公半生被贬,颠沛流离,穷困撩倒.但平生为文为诗,或清越,或豪放,亦豁达,何曾有半句悲声?才气纵横,不可羁勒.诗、词、书、画皆臻绝顶，发先人之未发，开风气之先河。
先贤辙迹在前,我辈不才,望尘莫及,然当亦步亦趋之.
不要给贪官污吏利用国有资产流失谋利的借口
最近在报纸方面看到很多关于贱买国有资产的质疑,而辩护方所持的最多的理由就是出卖价格高于企业的净资产.我认为,这颇有偷换概念之嫌,净资产真的是衡量企业价值和价格是否合理的唯一标准吗?
所谓净资产,其实就是企业的资产减去负债得到的净值,也就是企业的家底.但是,我们在出卖企业的时候,仅仅就是在卖企业的家底吗?例如,前一向出现大量贱卖国有资产质疑的某酒厂,在其业务正在大量赢利的情况下,其主持者的辩护理据主要就是出卖价格为净资产的1.5倍.
那么,出卖企业的唯一价格根据就是企业的净资产额吗?据我所知,并非如此.比如,雅虎买Skype的价格,大约为三十亿美元,而Skype的净资产也许是负数,顶多就是一千万以下,那么如果按照净资产估价的话,这个公司的价格应该是多少?据我所知,skype至今未实现赢利.
也许可以推测雅虎看上的是Skype的商业模式,或者数百万的客户群.那么,是否可以说净资产就不是出卖企业的唯一参考数据了?
而且,净资产本身就是一个非常不精确的值. 我们知道,会计上入帐的价值就是购入时的价值,也就是资产的成本,而资产价值是不断变动的.比如食品公司的存货都是有有效期的,有效期超过两年的存货基本上就等于垃圾了,但在会计的账上的价值是没有变动的,因为只有固定资产才允许折旧.两年前买的一块地皮,价格现在也许上涨了十倍,但是只要没有实现交易,在帐面上的价值就是原来入帐时候的价值,因为地皮是没有折旧的.那么溢价1.5倍实际上可能是折让50%,也可能是实际溢价两倍.所以净资产根本就不是一个有价值的参考标准.
因为我们出卖的是一盘生意,而不是一堆资产!在企业正在大量赢利的情况下,就不应该急于出卖.除非公司需要重组,而所出卖的业务不是集团的主营业务,出卖目的是为了将其剥离.如果出卖的就是主营业务或者根本就是出卖整家公司,跟净资产就没有肯定的逻辑关系,除非这是经重新评估过的.但是,固定资产价值评估同样有非常多的文章可以做.毕竟虚假验资和虚假资产评估都是行内公开的秘密而已.而且据我所知,企业的价格根据之一就是未来二十年的赢利预期.这种预期的主观性就大了.
出卖企业也是一种买卖,绝对没有唯一的价格参考标准,尤其对于急于进入中国市场又愿意从头开始新建一家公司的国际企业来说,溢价好几倍绝对是不难的.
当然,如果其中牵扯到主持者的私有利益,就完全不同了.
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